WOAH-HEE-DUHH.

FAMILY TIME! :D

2009-07-04T04:28:00.006+08:00

Supper at Adam's Corner (?) Haha, forgot the name uh.
This was right after shopping at Mustafaaaaaaa. Ohmy. Mustafa=Stock up on Junk Food.
And Daddy being nice, let me buy 3 packs of sweets to eat during my Lectures/Tutorials [:
Laughed laughed laughed, joked arnd. At Mustafa, I swear my Dad's hands gatal like crazy.
He kept poking and pinching the 3 of us at our waist/hips(?) tummy area laaa, whatev.
And it was damn ticklish pls! Irritated lorrrrr. Hahaha.

Then, we FINALLY found the hindustan hum saath saath hain.
Super the kekekkkkkkk. One whole family got so excited& jumpy abt it.
And then Dad suddenly went, "aaaaah ahhhhhhh!!" and when we asked why,
He pointed to the price tag and said, "$9.90!!!!!!!!!!!! let's go buyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!"
HAHAH. I swear my Dad is freaking hyper tonight. His 16hour shift today didn't affect him at all.

My brother bought a clubman shirt =.=" like so typical going to enter matrep phase

M: Why you wanna buy Clubman?
S: Abg Aslam kan pakai Clubman.
M: No. Abg Aslam now dah pakai Topman.
S: Huh? Really ar? Then I wanna shop at Topman ar. Please, Kakak. Take me there, PLEASEE.
M: For what! Expensive you know. Abg Aslam work already. He buy himself.
S: Allaaaaaaa. Kakak bring me go Topman ah. The baju lawar kan.
M: You never go before how you know lawar?
S: Abg Aslam wear what. Alla Kakak pleasssee.
M: Haha. You too young for Topman. When you dah sluar panjang then can. I buy for you.

Hahahahaaaaa.
This adik of mine tak habis2 dgn nak ikut dia punye Abg Aslam. eeee, geram yknow!
Later become matrep like dia punye Abg Aslam also then become big prob already :O
Aiya. Like my mum says. "Maybe it's the fact tht he doesn't have a big brother. So Aslam's like one to him." xD

Okay. I'm damn tired already. Lol. I wanna watch the hindustan ahhhhh!
Btw, thnks Mira for today. I wish I couldve stayed longer♥ Nxt time alright. LOVES!

XOXO;

Sat Afternoon - photoshoot.
Sat Night - Study with Meena& Shikif at airport
Sun - Study lagiiiiii. Hahaha. No more slacking! Srsly.

P.S: LSM Test = shit. LCS Presentation = Shit.
I will always love wearing Dhabi's high waisted skirt though. Heheheheeeee ;D

Love, Take Me Awayyyyy~

2009-07-01T23:45:00.002+08:00

Boyfriend treated me the Cheezy Lava 1 for 1 plus the drumsticks today [: Hehe.
And he said, "Dahdahh, this one for 9July. In case we cannot meet okay. I love you, Baby."
Hahaha. How am I not getting faaaaaaaattt?! My boyfriend pampers me with food too much. Tsk.

Wahidah
You better snap back to reality and realize that there's such a thing called 'school', 'exams', 'assignments' and 'projects'. You've been procrastinating so much and lazing around in front of the laptop that you haven't even touch a single thing yet. Better wake up and start working hard for the main exams cause you did barely well for your mid terms. FTW I BETTER WAKE UPPPPPP~

To summarize the day;
I had so much laughter, I could barely stop the pain in my stomach.
Even though I was cranky and had a short-temper, I still enjoyed the day.
I love you, boyfriend. Always will, always have.

P.S: Yeay! Now we got same colour for Raya :D Silver/Greyyyyyyy~

♥

Don't forget what you're worth.

2009-07-01T10:35:00.002+08:00

"A woman can always find herself to forgive the biggest sins her man makes

For her love is always unconditional,

She hides her pain, worries & sorrows behind her smiles & laughter

She tells her fellow girls that she's okay when she's actually dying inside

She overcomes her obstacles no matter how hard she thinks it's gonna be

But the one thing wrong about her is that she forgets her strengths

& what she's worth.

And this woman deserves a man, not a boy."

A little smthg I found, just for my bbygirls who are having a rough time in Love (:
I hope this helps a teeny bit coz I rmb it did help Arifah. Hahaha.

♥

HAPPY GIRL!

2009-06-27T20:02:00.005+08:00

Daddy bought me the one at left; S5600 (: Heehee. And in Purple! Happy guer!
And and I'VE CHANGED MY NUMBER, PEOPLE! finally.
I've been holding on to 90044604 since Sec 1! Haha.
Now, I can have a fresh start. Yeayyy.

I'm not really used to touchscreen yet. So my msging speed is very slow.
Which is why I'm very malas to restore all my contacts too. I'll do it very very slowly.
Anddddd, which is why, I'm begging you ppl, pls ask me over MSN for my new number (:
Thankkk youuuu superrr the much okayyy. Hehe.

Another Movie Marathon. Yeayy!
It made me realize how much I miss watching horror movies.
Cause when you have a pengecut boyfriend, you tend to not feel safe to watch horror movies too xD
HAHAHAHA! Ahhhh, boyfriend boyfriend. miss you, boyfriend. cepat balik frm workkkkkk.

So why complicate things when it's all simple?

2009-06-26T20:07:00.002+08:00

I'm lovin' th company of my cousins at home.
Horror movie marathon tonighttttttt! Yeayyyyy~
Tmrw is studying night out @ Airport with Meena. [: Double yeay!

- LComSK Presentation next week
- 3rd July LegalSystems Test
- 6th July Web Proj Draft
- 10th July APEL Portfolio

School was awesomexzzxzxzxzx as per usual. Hahahaha.
I promise I will be tiny girl with tiny mouth instead of big mouth lah okayyyy.
I was hyper the whole day. I'm sorry if I irritated the crap out of ya'll. Esp Meena, Mira, Sahail.

Went home with the selenger. Damn funny I tell you.
"Who reach the end of the road last, Anak babi." HAHAHA. Anak babi kepeeeee~
But srsly, it's been damn long since I played that kind of game. LOLLLL. Smack me now.

My handphone died on me.
EH NO. Not my handphone. MY SIMCARD. Kentalanssss betul.

Ok dah bye. I wanna do whatever I have to do now. HEEHEE.
I miss you & I love you, boyfrienddddddddd [: Mmuah.

Bad girl gone good?

2009-06-24T21:57:00.008+08:00

See the shirt boyfriend's wearing up there?
I bought it for him. Heehee [; Happy me when I saw him wearing it. Huhu~

TRANSFORMERS 2 IS THE AWESOMEST SHITZXZX, BAYBEH!

The long queue and long wait sucked but it was all totally worth it ;DD
Still so friggin' amazed by the visual effects and everything laaaaaa. I wanna watch agn pls(!!!)

Thank you, Boyfriend. ♥ for the tickets & food (yay yay!! takoyakiiiiiii!) Mmuahhhh.
See you in 4 days ;D Hahaha. Only get to meet on Mondays& Wednesdays )':
But it's okaaaaay. I think after today, I don't need to worry abt anyth anymore.
Bcause I knw, no matter how many girls there are out there,
the one you'll run to is always me. ;DD

Shared so much laughter today till my stomach hurt.
Dozed off in my boyfriend's embrace on the way home [:
What more can I ask for?

I think I've slacked enough. Oh gosh, I better start changing my attitude in school& be good.
No more chitter chatter in class (HAHA YEA RIGHT ;P), I'll pay attention I promise.
TP, don't kick me out just yet. Haha. I'll brush up the attendance too.

All my darling cousins are sleeping over my place till Saturday ♥
Arghhhhhhh! I wish I still had holidays like them. So we can have fun together! (:
Don't worry. I promise Friday Night alright. Movie marathon, popcorn, truth/dare just like before.

And if you've observed the pics above properly, I'M IN A BAD HAIR PHASE!
Once I've had enough moneyyyy, I'm gonna get a new hairstylee. Heheee.

SATURDAY COME FAST! I wanna date my bbygirls pretty plssss. Heh.

[edit]
Zuzuu got me talking abt Hari Raya when Puasa haven't even come yet! Tsk.
But don't buih horrrrrrr. xD 2 years of Raya w/o each other ready. Grrr, O lvls! >:/
However, this year, dua2 dah poly peee. Can go do hair together2 and shop for shoe/accessories!
Don't leave me alone eh. Hahhaa. My boyfriend's gonna leave me for the whole month of Raya btw.
Haven't you heard? LOL. He's got attachment at Penang. Bleahhhhhhh~! But nvm, ZUZU FOREVERRRR<3 Haha!
[/edit]

OVERDUE.

2009-06-22T20:50:00.011+08:00

MY 2ND WEEK OF HOLIDAYS! (;
JB; Senai Trip!

1st Day;
Made our way there by car. Earpiece plugged in for all 3 of us.
But then, we didn't sleep. Heh. We joked around, camwhored etcetc.
Didn't go to the Resort straight. We went to Angsana for lunch. Dad bought Pizza to go.
Happy kiter semuaaaa~ Hehe. [:

Then, went to i-forgot-where to buy kain for Kak Idah's wedding outfit.
Silver+Black seyyyyy. Haha! Using it for Raya too.
After all that, we went to the Resort to check in.
By the time, it was already 6pm. Soooo, everyone just washed up/unpacked,
& then at 7+pm, we went to eat at some warung nearby.

BURGER RAMLEE AT NIGHT! WHOOOOO~ yummyyyyy.

2nd Day;
Breakfast early in the morning at the resort. I likeeeeee [:
Egg station, Croissants, Low fat yoghurts, Pancakes. OMG I JUST LOVE GOURMET BREAKFAST!

After that, I changed into my swimming costume & swim with the little kids.
Ahhhhhhh, always my favourite part ♥ I love kidssssss! Heehee.
And then, everyone freshen up and we went to play bowling.
The Resort's so cool hving a bowling alley located there.
I GOT STRIKE OKAY! HEEHEE ;D

Wanted to play paintball after that! But we all had to go off for Lunch already.
Booo ): But anywaysss. We went to Jesco/Jusco(?) whatever that shopping mall is called. Heh.
Shopped shopped shopped, went to eat at the food court, trip to arcade, watched movie as a whole.
Ohh ohh! I got my very first Manicureeeeeee! =DDDD Hahha. Imma very happy girl. Heh.

20 movie tickets bought in total! Hahaha. Punyelah panjang -.- see pic above, heh.

Watched, "Jangan Pandang Belakang Congkak". A MUST WATCH OKAY!
Its super duper funny laaa! Laughed till I cry so many times. ^^.
"Okok. Keep in touch eh. Touch& go!" Lolllll.

At night, went to Pandan Market. Bought Aslam a Levis Shirt.
Shikif rebonded her hairrrrrrr! Very very pretty [: Heheee. That market has many anak kucing mannnn. Hahaha.
Make me feel like squeezing them into the car & bring back to Singapore. But cannottttt ):
After shopping, sat down to have dinner. Dad bought a burger Ramlee to go fr me again. YAY!

3rd Day;
Breakfast again. Then went back to my room& SOAK MYSELF IN TH BATHTUB. hahaha!
(oh, btw the girls had our very own personal room. hehehe. besttttttt! freedom kebabai!)
Last day whattt. Enjoy the last moments in the Room uh. HAHAHA.
Packed& checked out early in the morning. Headed to Larkin.

After which, we headed to Taman Tasik. Very beautiful place.
Then, went back to Singapore.

Conclusion: Very short holiday but who cares? I pampered myself with manicure, long bath, outdoor activities, shopping, movie, family quality time (which is da bomb!) and not forgetting, FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD! Ohmy, I ♥ Malaysia's food!

Court Visit!; Thursday

Ohh, can I just let the pictures do the talking? Hehe.
Dinner at Pizza Hut after that. LOVES! (:

On Friday, I had a date with my Boyfriend. Too bad we're not meeting tht often nowadays.
Once school starts, habisss uh everyth ): but we will still survive eh. hehe ^^
anws, thnks fr the skirt, baby! super unexpected mmkay.
& not forgetting, the treat today (Monday). Get well soon, I love you.
Tu ahh, degil. Orang dah sakit, nak cium pipi. yesssssh! xD

He never fails to brighten up my day
Meet my gone-back-to-70s boyfriend :D

Saturday, went to study at TP. Alone laaaaa -.- Hahaha!
Mcm geeky loser gitu kan. Hehehh. Whatev, DONT JUDGE ME. HA HA HA.

Sunday was studydate with my Bbygirl Dhabiiiiii! HEEHEEHEE.
From CoffeeBean to Mccafe to CoffeeBean again. & due to Dhabi's kental lappie, we met a very nice 45 year old man.
Damn funny lor, the part when we both went coz he said he got 7 children.
Then Dhabi ask, "Is this like your family planning or smthg?"
He replied, "Ehhh takderlah. Main sondol jeeee!"
HAHAHA. Kekekkkk ahhh. xD

Met Boyfriend & accompanied him to buy food at Downtown. Heh.
Thanks for the treat anyway, Dhabi! You better stop doing this kay.
& thnks fr helping me handing in my Excel [: Heh. Finally done laaaa! Grrrrr.

Okay. I just updated one whole week of events.
Not even give proper full updates; just barely summarising everything. Heh.

Okay, reason I updated this much is coz I'm planning not to touch this blog again.
Well, only if I've got pics, I'll post it up okay :D Term 2's gonna be a killer.
With the main exams and big proj presentations coming soon.
Stressed up! :/

XOXO;

D: Booo, I want another holiday.

2009-06-17T17:27:00.009+08:00

I'm backkkkk (: It feels good to be in Singapore coz I miss my boyfriend& girlfriends! ♥
But I'm sad coz no moreeeee holidayyyyy. I was really enjoying myself there ):
Had greatawesomeshitxzxzxz family quality time & FINALLY, i met Shikif.

However, for this holiday, I didn't really shop like my usual. Hahaha.
But I pampered myself with lotsa foooooooooood! WOOHOO~ mcm mana tk gemuk eh?
Hahaha. But oh well. I'm too tired to give a full update& upload pics now.
Maybe next time? Hahaha.

Anyways, now tht I'm home, gotta bring myself back to reality.
ASSIGNMENTS, PROJECTS! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh :/

Byebye.

HEY THRE SUMMERBOY, LET'S FOOL AROUND.

2009-06-13T18:41:00.011+08:00

Alla, alla, all the faces very the kentalllll.. Hahaha!

So I didn't meet Meena today due to some unforseen circumstances. Hehe.
So, early in the morning (chey! tak lor. like at 11am? heh.) accompanied bf to job-searching.
Bought nwspaper & oh gosh! i really wanna go for some interviews but it's all conducted when I'm at M'sia ):
sad, sad, sadddddd. If not, I can work& Aslam doesn't need to work so much.
Boo. I pity him sometimes. For having to work when he doesn't want to. But oh well.
Just wait till I'm 18, I can apply for most of the jobs that I want & the pay's not so low. [:
susah2 dahulu, senang2 kemudian, rightttt?

Then, headed to Airport. Ate at staff canteen = cheap & nice foooood. heee.
Alas, headed to t3 Macs to study with Nabilah. Boyf headed home early coz he had work.
But meeting him tmrw! I think? Ahhh, idk. Tmrw I'm going swimming with cousins@ Sengkang.
And not forgetting, tmrw's my last day in Singapore lah seyyyyyyy!
wheeee~ i can't wait to get out of the country and spend time with family. =D confirm gerekkkkkk.

2 double choc and 1 caramel frappe summarized the day.
Oh oh! and today I bumped into Ethel & Yong Ling! Separately lahh duhh. Hahahaha.
AND FINALLY ETHEL! I miss you like hell ok ): will msg you when I get back like I promised. Heheee.
And then we shall go studydate la okkkk. Since you got your MYE after hols.

XOXO;
hey boyfriend, i love you sooooo much [:

2009-06-12T22:56:00.008+08:00

Idky people keep asking me why Aslam& I seem more like friends than a couple.
Even when I told Aslam this, he gave me the =.=" face and said, "Bby, kite dah brape lama together?" Hahahahahaha. Muke cannot tahan I tell you! But it's very true okay. We both are long done with the loveydoveyXOXOXObbbyyimishhyouuuu' kind of rship. Mak oiiiiiiii, going to 2 years alrd laa. Hahah. Not in the first time head over heels season alrdy [: & even though we both act like bestfriends, we still can't stand a day of not meeting each other okay! Haha.

Anyways,
Went shopping with Boyfriend again. But this time, I really felt like fainting.
We both met around 5pm, and got home by 11pm. Tskkk. Dah pandai kluar malam pe. Haha! xD
Went to City Hall first. Got his cap& my pullover sweater (yeay, finally!)
Then to Marina Sq, &then Bugis [: Ate at KFC which is gonna make me damn fat.

Aslam told me that once school starts again, I must go on a diet+start to exercise already.
Okay laaaaaaaa. InsyaAllah okay. HEEHEE ;D

I won't blog so much. I'm very tired, really.
But Aslam, thanks for today. Even though I was cranky& everything,
you still sanggup to drag me arnd to find your baju eh! bagus bagus. Hahahhaa.
But most impt is, thanks for enduring with my attitude =D sayang you many many for that kayy.

Thnks fr the pullover btw. Shall pay you back lor. Promiseeee *smiles.
& I just can't wait to turn legal. Confirm syiok partyyyy with Aslam. Haha WTFISHH.
I bet when zuzuu read the sentence above, she's laughing at me saying, "HAHA AKU DA LEGAL!"
shitpantat youuuuuuu~! lol. Aslam! I'm waiting for you to get your car/motor/wtvr eh ^^.
Yippeeeeeee. Ok byebye. I wanna go sleep. Then do some latenight studying.
So geeky. Peace ^^v

Day out with Meena Moto tmrwwwww! Pls don't cancel on me okay ):
Gotta meet you before I go for Malaysia lah, gerlllll. Hehe. And maybe medipedis tmrw!
=D

Swensens/StudyDate with these three.

2009-06-11T22:20:00.009+08:00

Some pictures :D Most blur laaa hor, Zuzu? Hahahahaha.
But whateverrrr, we're gonna have a real photoshoot the next time we meet! Wheeeee~

I am upset bcoz:
1) I am putting on weight D: booooooo! this is not fun ok. hmphhh.
2) My hair is cacat la seyyyyyyyy. One side curl, one side wavy. Just look above.
*smacks self. I shall go touch up my curls by the end of the year ;D
3) I am getting darker. And itu tak perlu okayyyy. I am dark enough ): urghhhh.
4) I haven't touch a single thing on my projects. But I love myself coz I've completed all the blardy CSA online quiz and used up all the attempts. Haha kecoh or what! Yeayyyy~
5) I AM BROKE. BROKE. BROKE. BROKE. BROKE. How to go shopping tmrw, you tell meeeeeee?!?!?!?!?!? >:/
6) I hate studying at airport plzzzzzzzzzz. Punyelah susah to find powerplug! Hahahaha.

I shall not blog so much today coz I've gotta get back to my assignments.
But anyway, thanks Zuzuu for the treat! Love you a lot a lot okayyyyyyy ♥ Hehe.
And I shall quote smthg from her;

"I have a wierd cousin, who has a wierd boyfriend too."
HAHAHAHA. Ok bye.

Oh! Btw, this is from ystd's 5min dare @ M.B. Hahah.
Shut up and enjoy watching me make a fool of myself kthnksbye.

The Mini Picnic.

2009-06-11T13:46:00.011+08:00

Wednesday :D

Went to Marina Barrage for a mini picnic. Initially, wanted to go to Pasir Ris Park. But then, Boyfriend was all, "Hot lah the weather. You sure you wanna go PRP hmmm?" So, I suggested Marina Barrage lorr. Since we both haven't been there together either. Hehe. Padahal, Marina Barrage more panas laaaaaaaa okay! -________-" Grrrr. But lesson learnt. Next time, when I head to M.B, I'm gonna bring sunglasses, umbrella/hat, kite!, bubble bottleee! Hehehe. Yesyes, I gotta admit that I'm pretty jealous when I saw the 2 girls near us blowing bubbles. Haha xD

After me and Aslam settled down/found a spot, we sat and started eating/reading nwspaper.
We played this game called, "have you ever". One person says smth like, "Have you ever done _______?" And then, who did it, has to eat the maggi goreng I made. ;D Haha. Aslam super kebuluh! He was super sad whenever he didn't get to eat the maggi goreng, lollllllll! It was funnnn. And very surprising la ehhh. Hahah.

I once asked, "Have you ever lied to your gf/bf?" Then we both ate the maggi goreng! Hahahhaha! Rahsia terbongkar! Lol. Alla, but might as well be truthful rightttttt. Tsktsk. Nak tipu tipu buat ape eh, bby? HEEHEE ;DD So after we dig out each other's secrets, (HEH.) we started snapping pictures! Whoooooo~ My favourite part!

Aslam got thirsty, both our drinks finished alrd. So we decided to pack up and leave. But! Before leaving, we went to explore the gallery. Heh. Snap snap pictures, had fun exploring. And then, we decided to leave.

Buttttttttt! We both suddenly decided to go play at the water fountain area.
Hee. And this is where we both got really wet! LOL. Play catching to make each other wet -.-" Yes I knowwwwww, like small kids right? Hahaha. Aslam was complaining too. He said,"I wear baju ITE abeh perangai like this. Haiyaaaaaaa." Hahahha. Whatever uh! xP After all that, we really headed back okay! Hahaha. I was very wet& cold ): Froze all the way to City Hall okay! Urgh. (we dropped by pizza hut to hv dinner btw) Oh oh! and this part at Pizza Hut very very funny ok.

M: Umm, 2 ice water also pls.
W(waitress): Okay. Anything else?
M: Ohh, umm. Do you serve ice water in a jug? Like, can you give us a jug? Cause we both are REALLY thirsty. *laughs. And then, we don't want to keep asking ppl to refill.
W: *Laughs. It's ok. We don't serve jug. But we'll refill your ice water. Just tell us when you need to refill.

Then, after that, the poor waitress had to help us refill 5 times ): Got one time, she even VOLUNTARILY refill for us. like, initiative liddat. Thanks eh! Hehe. And then, she also suddenly gave me warm water. Then she said, "very cold right." I love good service =) i gave good service in th past ok! HAHAH MCM PHM xD

Ohoh! I think Boyfriend would love me to put this on my blog; I am a very clumsy/stupid/careless girl today. Hahahha! Bnyk eh the events. Shall not elaborateeeeeee. But I shall tell the one thing that's damn funny & still stuck in my head.

In the Mrt, otw to M.B, me& Aslam were talking A LOT. Okay uh, not him but me. HEHEHEH ;D And then, I was zipping my bag. Skali, the bag's zipper stuck or smthg. & i was putting alot of force on it (while talking) Then suddenly, my hand terlepas frm the bag AND HIT MY FACE. BUT IT HIT CLOSER TO MY MOUTH. Terus, semua org stare2 like I'm some budak bodoh liddat. And Aslam had to say, "Abeh dah senyap." HAHAHAHHA KENTAL AH! :S

Okay, now it's 2+ and I've gotta get ready to meet Zuzuu& her friend. Bbyeeeee [:

I might not show it, but I miss you.

2009-06-07T22:27:00.004+08:00

So today, went shopping in the afternoon. =D
But only for a while laa. Haha. At least smthg right. Hee.
Idk why I feel the need to shop nowadays. Grrrrrr. But at least I'm not like my boyfriend. HA HA.

Went to G2000 to find the formal wear. Wanted to buy skirt initially.
But in the end, I bought pants. Because after I think think& try try, the skirt abit too revealing la.
Hahaha. And I look better in pants whoooooooooooo~ Heh. Boyfriend will jump if he hears this. LOL.

In the end, bought black blouse& white pants. Yay!
Price, pls don't mention. I loveeee my Dad bnyk2! Hahaa. And thnk youuuu (;

After the whole thing, went to CK to find sister a pair of pants. But she cerewet. Haha.
Then, Dad went to take the car. Sister went to Mccafe. Me&Mum went to Tamp One again.
I wanted to buy pretzel initially. However, the flavour I wanted don't haveeeeeeeeeee ): so sad.
So me& mum bought New Zeland's ice cream instead! sedap like crazyyyyy! hahahaaaa.
And alas, we all went home.

I think what my Mum and sis said are correct.
When I'm with family, I tend to act like a little kid. Till the fact is, my younger sis bcomes my OLDER sis :/ haiz.

Anyways! I've planned out my holidays! hehehehh.
But it's not confirmed! I still wanna meet so many ppl, so badly. ):

Monday: Gym with cousins.
Tuesday: Study date with my Meena/Minah. HEHEHE ;D
Wednesday: Fetch Aslam after school for 21mnths!<33333
Thursday: Studydate with Zuzuuu! She's bringing her dslr, yayyy. thnk u fr ur 'sacrifice' eh xP hahahah!
Friday: Shopping trip & another daynight date/outing with Aslam. Wheeeee~
Saturday: Swimming@ Sengkang w Cousins! (:
Sunday: Gym, and then 1L03's bbq pit @ EastCoast!

15-17th: Holidayyyyyyyyyyyyyy! Wheee. Can relax and enjoy like crazy :D AND SHOP LAAAA HAHA~

So, that's about it, I think? Hehe.

And and! starting tmrw, Wahidah has set a goal to go jogging every morning after Subuh
Can la, cannnnn. InsyaAllah. If there's a will, there's a way kan kan? Hehe xD

XOXO;
Now must wait for the boyfriend to come home frm work. Haha.

Apparently, some people choose to linger.

2009-06-05T21:48:00.017+08:00

Okay. So the day was great :D

Boyfriend finished school early today and I had no school! Wheeeee~
Hung out at my house first and then, waited for him to finish his things first.
Then at 2pm, went to Tampines One to get Lunch @ Barbeque Chicken! Oh my, 2 days straight! :/

Hahaha. We were hungryyyyyyy )': Look at our 'drained-la-must-have-food-asap' faces!
Okay then, after Lunch, for before Lunch I think (? How cld I have forgotten?! HAHAHAA)
went to do a lil shopping at G2000 coz Dad has voucher(ssssssssss!) and he said I cld use 'em
Walked around CS, found the VANS SHOE I WANT!!! $49 ): but Boyfriend's buying it fr my bday =D
Also, headed to Topshop which is Aslam's fav shop la horrrrr. Hehehe. He spotted his eye on smthg
But he didn't buy it there. He made me go home again, grab my lappie, & off to Bugis!

There, we hung out at CoffeeBean Raffles Hosp first + watch movie on lappie + webcam
= MADNESS! Oh, don't forget the Caramel blend. Next time must buy double choc for th boyf.
Hahaha. That kental. He said, "I want caramel and chocolate." I was like, "eh? can mehhhh?"

And these are only some of 'em. Not all. Hahaha. And not forgetting the bimbo video. LOL!
Around 7, we went to Topman. We laughed2 at this aunty who cannot operate the auto door;
this new thing whereby you touch the door and it opens automatically? Haha. Jahat laa, I know xD
Boyfriend bought 2 tops from Topman; Long Sleeve Tops which he look adorable in! Ahhhhhh.
I just wanna melt when I saw him trying on the top. Hee.
But this one below, he didn't buy ): Expensive lorrrrr.

After Topman, Boyfriend dragged me to Bugis Street to find a new cap for himself.
AND SURPRISE SURPRISE! I thought I'd be the one fidgeting around when I see lotsa things.
BUT APPARENTLY, my boyfriend's a big monayyyy spender too xD Huhuu~ Shopaholic!
When walking amidst the crowd in Bugis Street, he kept holding my shoulder and said,

"Babyyyyyyy! Arghhhhhh! Help meeeeeee. Look at all these clothes!!! Hold on to me, Baby!! Why laaaaa I don't have moneyyy?!!?!??!"

Hahahha! I was damn shocked ok. I've never seen this side of him.
Ehwah ehwah, all this while, he's been telling me to be thrifty but he's a big shopper himself!
In the end, he dragged me around Bugis for 1 hour but never buy his cap lorr. Hahhaa.
I wanted to get a pair of matching 'friendship bands(?)' for us both to wear on our leg.
But boyfriend was so upset about not finding his hat so I forget about it anyways.

Alas, after all the shopping and walking, we both proceeded to Simei Banquet to have Dinner.
This girl (ok la, not girl. WAY OLDER THAN ME OK.) so cute lahhhh! She saw Hor Fun on my tray
then, she wanna ask what was the dish called. she said "excuse me" twice before I noticed she's talking to me. And by th time I turned, the aunty alrdy told her what dish it was.
So in the end, me& th girl laugh2 coz her boyfriend (?) said smthg. Hahahhaha!

I.am.so.gonna.get.fat.la.ok.shittttt! no more 49kg la by now. dang D:
ANYBODY WANNA GO GYMMING WITH ME ON MONDAY? 2-4pm, women's hour cheyy~
But really really, I wanna go. For real. So if anyone wants to tag along, text me okayyyy =DD

Aslam sent me home. Hung out at my house for 1hr and chatted with my Mum.
And then, off he went. Now, he's asleep. & I'm not. HEEHEE ;D
These are our faces by the end of the day.

TIRED SEHHHHHH. HAHAHAHHA!!
Okay, that sums up my day [:
XOXO;

To boyfriend,
Hey you. I had the most awesome time with you today. I'm sorry for the farting. You know I know lah eh ^^. And I'm sorry for all the nonsense and making you so poor right now. (HEHE YEAH RITE. YOUR ATM BALANCE PLSSS.) But on top of everything, I love you so much. Thanks for the best day out ever cause it's been so long since we both got to hang out so late. Heh. And yeah yeah. Today's treat and all is your present to me for our 21 months la ok. Hee. 21 months. Wow. 3 more to go till we are 2 years old. Ahcheyy~ Hehe. I hope Allah will bless us with more years ahead and make this journey last till eternity. Because all I want is you, no matter what happens. Thank you for loving me for who I am and believing in me/ supporting me through everything. Esp the rough times and all. [: truth is, i can never ever find anyone else like you and even if i did, i'd still want you laaaaaaaaaa, Muhammad Aslam. Hehe. And I don't care what people say; but my world does really revolve around you. Still, I can't get enough of it. Haha ;D I hope you had a fun day out too yeah bby. I love you. XOXOOOOOOOOOs!

Be careful what you get yourself into.

2009-06-04T18:31:00.007+08:00

WAHIDAH WORE A SKIRT TODAY YAAAHEEWOHOOOOO!!!~
And as the classmates commented, I look shorter and smaller la hor. Hahaha.
So today, Wahidah feeling2 little cute girl. ^^v HEEHEE. Shuddup laa ok. Tak suke, buzz off.
OH! Not forgetting, thank you so much to Dinie Love for lending me the skirt. LOVESSS! ♥

Ok so let me blog about today. I think, I THINK, today is one of those happy days. Hee ;D
Firstly, I woke up at 11am. Received some sms from an anonymous person.
Screw you laaaaaaa! I hate anonymous people >:/ Very annoying plsthnks.
Then, I did the chores & got ready fr school. Met Aslam to have lunch.

Today, I felt the too-full-stomach-i-think-im-getting-fatter feeling.
So I asked Aslam to walk from the bus stop@ Eastpt to my house's bus stop. 5 mins only lor.
Aslam super pemalas like crazy ok. Just because he's thin. Hmph. I will feed you so much, I swear!
Took 5 and dropped one stop after the stop we're supposed to drop at. So from Bdk Reservoir's bus stop, we both walked all the way to TP. I tried to read& understand some of my Maintenance of Parents Act. But oh well, with the boyfriend, I can never focus. HAHA. We both ended up camwhoring instead (under that freaking hot weather omg!!!) Huahahaha. But I had lots of fun with my babyboy~ And I hope he did too. [:

Reached school. Photocopied the Act cause we needed a clean one for the Test.
Met the classmates, went to LT18, sat for test. Test was hard. Blearghhhhhhhhhhh!
Very very tricky ok. I don't like LComSk Paper ): Why issit like comprehension except harder?
At the end of it, classmates were arguing about their answer and why they answer like that blabla.

Headed to Tamp One with Meena. She bought me a pretzel! HEEHEE ;D THNKYOU!
So yummyyyy. She bought herself one too. Then we walked around Tamp one.
Managed to window shop a bit. Ohhmy! Diva, Topshop, Dorothy Perkins GAHHH~
And I think I have a rough idea of what formal wear I wanna buy for Court Visit already [;

Then we settled at Chicken Barbeque for early Dinner. First time eating there, heh.
Service was good. The malay girl keep smiling at us and she was very niceeeee.
The food is simply too much. One meal can make you full. We didn't finish ours.
HEEE xD Oh well, GIRLS. Huahahahhahaha. It was cheap too. Coz student meal whatt.
Hahaha. Bitched alot laaaa cannnnnn?!?!?! Tsktsk. And joked around also.
I'm gonna miss this girl most during the term break man.

Looking forward to our Medi Pedis! And also, class chalet? I hope I can go lorr. Haha.
Aslam has been so paranoid about me going to chalets but Meena invited him along too.
So hurayyy! Hahaha. I hope he gets to go so I can go. Hahahahahaha!~

Okayokay. That summarizes my day.
Back to chatting with my baby online [: Byebyeeeee.

TERM BREAK IS HERE. WOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
but dang th projects and assignments ):

shadows can't help you hide.

2009-06-03T21:59:00.016+08:00

Inna	WahidahCrawford!	feeling crawford eh? hahh.
WahidahCrawford!	Inna	HAHAHAHA.
WahidahCrawford!	Inna	mesti uh
WahidahCrawford!	Inna	hehe.
Inna	WahidahCrawford!	hahah. i still rmbr us fighting over the christiano ronaldo.
Inna	WahidahCrawford!	HAHAH.
WahidahCrawford!	Inna	haha oh yaaaaaaaa!
WahidahCrawford!	Inna	heehee. that time was damnn funny laaa!
WahidahCrawford!	Inna	mati2 tknk give up lorr. hahahha.
Inna	WahidahCrawford!	yaaa man. simpan gmba lagi seh!
WahidahCrawford!	Inna	hahaha. oh yaa. kat file semua kannnnnn?!?!??! HEHEE.
Inna	WahidahCrawford!	yaaaa.
WahidahCrawford!	Inna	omg omg. hahaha i can rmb it clearly nowwwww.
Inna	WahidahCrawford!	omg, so kental or what?
Inna	WahidahCrawford!	haha.
WahidahCrawford!	Inna	hahaha aiyaaa. zaman pri school. hehehehe. xD

Haha! Something random but now, do you see whyyy I love Inna superduper alot?
Even after idk how many years, she can rmb things and we're still super tight. [:
We're both planning to meet the rest during the term break. I can't wait! Wheeee~

Anyway, CSA midterms was the most horrible/nonsensical/un-serious paper I've ever sat for.
I think while doing the paper, I was actually smiling="10% communicating?" to the person near me?
And I think that person didn't study too. Hahaha xD Fooled around a lot la huh.
I left exactly at 11.30am, and all my answers are crap, I swear. Hahaha.

Ohoh! And funny thing just now. SAHAIL CUT HIS HAIR SHORTTT HAHAHAHAH!
When he came into the exam room (He was late), the class laughed at him until the teacher said, "keep quiet uh." HAHAHAH KEKEKKKKKK.

Accompanied Mira to the bubble tea shop along with Meena and Sahail.
And then, Meena dropped all of us at Tampines Mall, Simei [: Thank you, Meena! Hee.
I was exhausted. Even failing a paper takes effort okay. Hahahah! xD I don't care. I'll nail the projects laa.

Then at 2pm, I met my Muhammad Aslam and gave him lotsa love! (and apparently, food.)

/♥
Aslam's so upset cause he says by now, his hair should be long already.
HA HA HA. I'm still upset you smell like cigarettes when you came okay! Not helping )':
And you owe me a picnic sometime soon. Maybe on th 9th? I miss your cooking, boy. Hee.

Had one of "the conversation" and along the way home from Eastpoint, laughed like mad laaaa.
Aslam is a dushhh who is very evil. He kept disturbing me about the way I laugh when I cannot tahan.
And of course, it's ugly/ obit! Tsk. If you can't tahan alrdy, you laugh like crazy and you don't care how you look like right?

Then how do you want me to laugh uhh? *giggle giggle eh? HAHAHAHA.
See la. My classmates disturb me non-stop about my 'HEEHEEHEE' laugh& now my bf. Bleahh~
I don't care, Aslam. I'm gonna capture one of your obit moments and then disturb you ok.
Hahaa. But his face damn epic when he immitate me. You know I know la eh ^^.

Okay. I have to read my Maintenance of Parents Act for tmrw's LComSk Paper.
Last paper tmrw! And then Friday, no school, yahoooooooo~
Term break, term break hubba hubbaaa! Hahahaa!

Alright then. Byebye.

2009-06-03T00:38:00.006+08:00

Someone once told me that in life, we've gotta be tough
And once in a while, you have to take the risk of trusting someone.

Someone once told me that all mistakes are forgivable,
But repeating the mistake over and over again, even after you've said 'sorry', is unforgettable.

Someone once told me that we can't afford to fool around anymore
That at this age, I should start to grow and learn more, about the World around me.

But where is that person now?
Where is that part of you I turned to when I needed an adult's perspective?
Where is that part of you I looked up to; because you seemed so wise and mature.

I want that part of you back, please.
You're turning more into me - the one who screws up all the time and needs a kick in the brain.
And I'm starting to turn more into you - the one who's too serious for anything and too so-called-mature.

WHYYYYY. Please switch now. This is no fun.
I want my Man back. Now now now. ):

so shall we start putting titles now? hee.

2009-06-02T16:48:00.007+08:00

SRJC's polo tee! Huahahahha. Wore it with jeans today. Plan ruined ):
Wanted to wear it with home shorts and seem damn slack but oh well, dress code violation I think.
And yes I knowwwwwww, bad hair day. Blahblahblah. Whatever.
Bad paper = Bad mood. Urgh.
But, I still love Econs ♥

Still, it can't make me feel any worse than how I feel now.
I swear, I feel like skipping CSA paper tmrw. Yes, that's how bloody much I hate CSA.
At least POM is like common sense(?), Econs is like Maths. And I love Maths haha.
But CSA is just plain stupid and unnecessary okay. I don't feel like studying at all.

I cabbed to school just now. And coincidentally, the taxi driver had a son in TP.
He kept asking me, "year 1 issit?" LOLLLLL. Yes la, year 1. Hahaha.
And then he was complaining about how soon it is to be having midterms.
Which I totally agree! I mean, we started learning in April 20th? And June 1st, MidTerms?
Loll. Danggggggg, very very unfair ok. We had only 1 month to study at least?
Oh, don't forget the countless number of projects. Ok la, I'm exaggerating.
But stillllll. It's just too much. I guess? Haha.

Btw, as of today, both my siblings got new phones.
I feel happy for them. But alamakkkkkkk!~ Then meeeeee )': LG KS 360 la pls.
I don't care if it's 2mp coz sis and bro's one are like 3.2 and 5 mp (WOW. HAHA)
I'm just gonna effing love that phone bcoz it's pink and th keypads are th bomb. hehe.

Amalina's (duh. it's a girly colour phone. heh.)
Syafiq's.

Am watching Gossip Girls now! Whooooo~
I actually started a marathon on Saturday. HEEHEE. Don't judge me. Lol.
And then, now, since I'm too lazy for CSA, I'm continuing from where I left. Hee.
NATHANIEL ARCHIBALD WHEEEEEEEE!~

Okayyyy byebyeeeee~ Wanna eat and watch GG now [:

P.S: i'm lovin' th fact tht my sibs are hving their hols.
Now, the whole family's around every evening - NOT tired. Hence, lovin' th familyfun.
AND my babyboy's been in the supermanja mood lately. Woohoo, I likeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

XOXO.

2009-06-01T13:29:00.014+08:00

Someone tell me why I can't seem to swallow as much food nowadays )':
It's so sucky that I have a wierd appetite now.

So the morning started quite bad. Woke up late to meet Slam.
Promised to meet at 8am. (even planned to meet at 7am but HAHA, kental)

And then I ended up waking up at 8.15am -.-" Kental nyeeee. Tsk. But Slam was nice and he just msged me, "it's okay bby. go bathe now okay." Huahahahahaha. Met at 9am instead (: I swear, after not seeing that boy since Friday(?), my heart was already beating so fast the moment my eyes caught him. HEEHEE. He treated me breakfast. Yummmyyy, prata telur! Next time, we shall try at Prata Paradise ok. Hehe. Then, accompanied him to send some stuff to his workplace which made me 5mins late for my POM Midterms. But it's okay. Cause in the end, it affected nothing. I had more than enough time to finish my paper. But still, I'm not confident if I can pass ): Oh shit.

Alright. Tmrw is Econs paper. And even though I love Econs, I'm still gonna study.
And also, not be over-confident or shit. Cause I always end up not knowing how to apply. -.-"

I better stop dreaming of having fun/ holidays cause I still got 3 MORE PAPERS!
*slaps self on the face. HA HA HA. Okay gotta go study now.
Byebyeeeeeeee.

P.S: I'm so excited for tmrw. I shall wear smthg beyond your wildest imagination.
Okay, that's up to your perception actually. Hahhaha. XOXO.
Hinthint!: SRJC's polo (thnx to Meena) andddd..........

2009-05-31T22:50:00.007+08:00

SCREW POM!!!!!!! SCREW IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I super super tak suka Principles Of Management. I don't understand anything at all.
And I haven't even start on CSA :/ damn screwed la. Haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz "-.-
Can't wait to get over the semester and be done with POM & CSA.
I'm gonna take World Affairs for CDS! ^^v and I hope I get it.

Okay. Back to studying like crazy.
Boyfriend, please come home from work fast!!! I miss you )':
Am in need to be pampered by someone. HA HA HA. Don't judge me.

[edit]
An hour conversation. Yahoooooooo~
Boyfriend's bringing me to breakfast tmrw. And I love surprises :)
[/edit]

2009-05-31T22:13:00.008+08:00

So tell me, baby. How can I ever let this go?
So many sacrifices we've made for one another.
So many compromising, heart-to-heart talks to make this work.
So many effort put in into this relationship. & our happy times spent together.

I'm just glad that this time, it's really different. Not like when we were 16 [:
I dare say, I'm not settling for you. I want you. And I need you.
Even though lately, we've been the laziest couple alive
(e.g too tired for even 1 hour convo on the phone!!! tsk.)
I still feel the constant need to hear your voice,
I still sit by the phone awaiting for your text,
I still hope you'll surprise me in any way like you still do.
Somehow, I keep falling in love over and over again (':
And I'm loving this.

I love you, stranger I meet in '06.
I love you, Mr. casual friend in early '07.
I love you, Mr. special friend in late '07.
I love you, Mr. first true lover in '08.
I love you, Mr. ex-boyfriend in late '08.
I love you, my dearest companion and almost-labelled-everything from '09 onwards ♥
Because I swear, you've been a bestfriend, a Dad, a brother, a husband, a boyfriend, everything.
And I can never find anyone else who cares about me as much as you do.

XOXO;

P.S: Cepat come home from work!! I miss you already D:

2009-05-30T00:09:00.011+08:00

I WANNA WATCH LIVERPOOL WHEN THEY COME TO SINGAPORE LAAA PLEASE!
I want. I want. I want ): Why do I have no moneyyyyyyyy for it. Booooo~

~~Fridayyyyyy:-~~

~~Review Maintenance Of Parents Act for LComSk.~~

~~I am feeling lazyyyy tonight. Heh xD~~

Saturdayyyyy:-

Study POM & do online quiz by the end of the day.
Study CSA & do all online quizes by the end of the day.

Sundayyyyyy:-

Study Econs, review the AJC Econs notes too/ do prac paper.
Study POM again for Mondayyyyyyy ;D

Weekends, please be effective/ fruitful. Mid Terms are next week :/ Sad laaaaaaaaaaa!
But hooorayyyy! Term break after that! Gonna enjoy like crazy.

Btw, I got 11/15 for my excel online test. Yahooooo!
I don't care bcos i know i suck at excel. so 11 is good enough for me YEAY~
Now must chiong for the theory paper, which i DEFINITELY suck at. Urgh >:/

I think my hair is getting irritatingly long.
I feel like trimming/ cutting it. But I don't have the heart to. hehe. I love my curlsssss [:

Oh ohhh andddddd, I finally got to indulge on my all time favourite, takoyaki!
Wahidah is a happy happy kid. HEEHEE ;D

Okay byebye. Wanna study right now~

2009-05-27T12:32:00.005+08:00

School was usual. Presentation was su-per! Haha. [:
12 - 5pm break. What did I do? Wellll, I went to library to study at first.
And then, I met INNA! Finallyyyy! Ckp aje same school but punyelah susah to meet! HEHE ;D
I love you, dear girl! Indeed, my bestfriend since primary school. Even tho we both don't keep in touch THAT much, but we still do right? 7 years, 7 yearsssss. Same goes to the rest of my prischl gfs whom I dearly miss ♥

After Inna went off, went to meet Aslam in school.
While I was studying with Meena, he lie down on my lap because he was dizzy.
Must be the weather I guess. Why oh whyyyyy, does Singapore have to be so warm. Haha.
At 5pm, went off with the classmates to LT26 to take the LComSk Test.
Did smthg funny with Aslam otw there, made everyone laugh.
Hahaha. At least they feel abit un-stressed lah hor ;D Hee.
Shall not comment on the test. Full stop.

Now, I wanna go do my stuff. Tmrw marks th end of presentations! Yahoo~
Can finally start on my revision for MidYear. Heh.

Ok byebyeee.

Busy busy busyyy, :D

2009-05-26T11:33:00.009+08:00

I Love Family Law.
I Love Cab/ Car Rides.
I Love Productive Project Meetings.
I am Lovin' Poly Life, Bebbehhhhhhh ;D
"Exams hard to score? Whatever la! Nail the presentations man!"

HAHAHAHA.

What I'm gonna start from today onwards;
Buy 2 cans of coffee & Kinder Bueno from Cheers per day.
And that will be called my 'survival kit' for this week and next [: Must must have my supplyyy.

"Wahidah, how come you like so different? Like, you don't smile anymore and all." - Dhabi.
): So sorry, peopleeeee. Been so cranky and easily irritated for the past few days.
Sleep deprivation is the reason why. So don't piss me off even if it's abit okay.
Meena keeps teasing me about kicking the LT door. Heh. Sorry la!
But someone reallyyy pissed me off. Tsk!

I love you, Muhammad Aslam ♥
"Bby, besok kite jumpe 8am kat pasirris inter kk? We take 15 go schl."
"Haha. Okay, anything (:"
"Bbyy.. ummm. Besok I nak bekal blh? U uatkan I? I nak nasi plain, telur goreng, taruk kicap."
"Haha, nasi plain only? Don't want me to gorengkan or smth? What type of egg you want?"
"I nk telur mata lembu tp yellow thingy goreng k. I nanak it melty. Taruk kicap tau kalau tak i terbegek tkde kuah."
"Haha. Okay, Syg. Bsk pagi I buatkan okay."
"Okay. Kalau u ade nugget ke, taruk skali k. Heh. Tanx bby."

READY.SET.GO.

2009-05-23T12:21:00.005+08:00

HAHAHA. Zuzu says, "Woahhhhh, TP library like National Library ah."
And yes, I look so drained but so whatttttttt. Padahal ystd night I got 12 hours of sleep :DD
I miss the classmates already. But yet, so lazy to go to school on Monday la. Heh.

Next 2 weeks, kecohness. Tests, Presentations.
But on the brighter note, week after next is term break =D
SINGAPORE GREAT SALE HERE I COME YAHOOOOO~!

P.S: ZUZU I SRSLY LOVE YOUR CHEESE HOTDOGS. WHERE UR MUM BUYYYY?!?!?

2009-05-22T19:04:00.007+08:00

Timecheck: 7.05pm.
Location: TP's Library.
Currently: Doing Excel project which is due Mondayyyyyyy! :/

LComSk Mock Test was bloodyinsanely difficult! I couldn't catch up with what the different people were talking about in the video. Ahhhhhhhhh, I better go do my research and all. Next week's the real thang! Excel wasn't so bad. Thanks to Sahail, I got most of the things right. But I also helped him! VLOOKUP PLSTHNKS HAHAHA :D But I was so mad at him for doing it easily while I was still struggling. "Alamakkkk. Tak jiwe uh Sahail! Ape nie. Tinggalkan member kat belakang." Hahahaha. Super kekek. Talked Malay with him all the way in CSA. Jacket Me-rahhhhhh.

OH! Had lunch at ITAS. Then after LSM, went to TP's cafe. Yummyyyyy, waffle with icecream :) Thank you so much, Meena. For everything :D But I still say you suck for pangseh-ing me during CSA. Still, I love you lahhhhhhh! HEEHEE.

Ok, wanna chiong my excel project before I forget all the functions.

Saturday: 10am-5pm muggingbolehpengsan@ TP Library w Zuzu.
Sunday: Agama and then, study with Dhabi @ TMart Macs.

Gone gone goneeeee. On th brighter note, meeting boyfriend on Monday.
5 days seyyyyyyyy :S Alright ahh. Byebyeeeeee.

I want you to know, that I love you so. I still have yet to have a heart to heart talk with you. Maybe once you've recovered from your fever okay? Things have been so hectic between us. And honestly, it sucks. Because I've got a lot of things going on. Projects, MidTerms, House Chores, You. And you know that what keeps me going is that knowing you're always there to support me and catch me when I fall. Knowing that at the end of everything, you'll hold me in your arms and kiss my forehead saying, "Well Done". Don't bring me down just yet. Don't, please. I can't afford to lose you, ever again. I miss you ♥

2009-05-21T20:02:00.006+08:00

Haha. Damn. 2 more weeks. *prays hard.

And, see this guy up here?
I love him, from the biggest fights we've ever had to the littlest things he has done to put a smile on my face. Indeed, Life's a bliss with you around.
Now, Dear God, please help this guy up here heal from his illness.
40 degrees is not a good sign ): Please don't let anything bad happen to him.

Anyways,
A very bad day at school. Lost my notes which I MADE BY MYSELF W ALL THOSE FREE TIME.

:/
Excel and LComSk Mock test tmrw. Ok bye ah!

2009-05-20T18:58:00.011+08:00

Our group very multi racial ok;
Indian Malay, Indian, Chinese, Malay, Malay Chinese. HEEHEE :D so funnehhhh.

HAHA. Dhabi being all sexy with me. ;P

Meena, Joy, Didah, Dhabi, Sahail, Sean, Malini =D

"Yeay! We are happy coz we gnna score As fr Econs!"
(Chey, mcm phm. Hahahahha!)

We are coooooooooool people manxzxzxzxx! :D Hahaha!
Not bad ahh. 110++ pictures taken on Sahail's webcam. Huhuu~
And Meena said, "Now you got no reason to not have my picture up your blog ready."

I love the awesome clique ♥
Seems like just yesterday it was orientation, yet we're so close now.
They made me smile so widely despite knowing I was a little down [: Thank youuu.

But on the brighter note,
I karaoke-d with Boyfriend today. It was buckets full of fun! ;D HEEHEE.
Thank you for the treat, Aslam. Love love love you super a lot mmkay.
And don't you ever do that to me again. ):
Idk how much longer I can take it.

Mid Terms next 2 weeks!
Mid Term Break next 3 weeks!
Submission of projects next week!
Btw, thanks A LOT Malini for guiding us for Econs project mmkay.
JB Holiday trip w family 13-15th June! ;DDD
Court visit on 18th! (FORMAL WEAR, FORMAL WEAR YAHOOOO~)

Got a lot to look forward to. But must slowly2. Focus on the exams first. Heh.
Okay. Wanna start studying now. I had my relax time during karaoke.
So, no reason to slack ready :P

2009-05-19T21:48:00.006+08:00

And so, I headed to school at the normal time: 1pm
Was almost late for class but my very clever& scandalous Meena called& asked,
"GIRL! Wanna skip APEL not? Not like you can make it anyway."

HAHAHHA. I did make it to school at 12.50 BUT,
We still skipped class ;D Went to the lab to print out my notes for th whole week.
And ohhhhhhgosh, I found out I still got more to print. Peeeee-saiiii ah!
But anyway,
School was G-R-E-A-T!

Yahooooo~ Meena& I were very bad today. A lot of bitching HAHAAA. Crap.
Dinner (since it was at 5pm) was hilarious with Meena, Sean & Sahail.
Damnnnn, they couldn't stop teasing me about the hand clapping thing.
You know I know la eh. Hahha ^^.

Stayed till 8pm.
Got a wee bit scolding from the boyfriend.
Talked a bit of sense into him & full of Love (right right righttt, Aslam? Heh.)
And then had a teeny but very funny squabble. Hahaha. Again, you know I know lah ^^.

I.am.gonna.wear.a.beanie.tmrw.
I.have.to.transfer.a.pic.of.me.in.tudung.for.tmrw.
Because my classmates wanna see me in a tudung :D Obviously cannot one day wear, then next day never wear right. Like Sahail says, "The tudung girls will scam you." Hahaha! So, must show a picture. Thennnn, Wei Qi said I could pull off a beanie. So, wearing it tmrw ahhhh! SET!

Haha. No sleep for me tonight D: Be nice and not disturb me over MSN wokayyy.
Ok byeeeeee!

P.S: Zuzu, baik peeeeeee! Haha kental :D

2009-05-18T21:02:00.007+08:00

When Wahidah doesn't get enough sleep/ doesn't sleep at all,
She becomes someone very awesomexzxzxzxzx!
Welcome, Eyebags :D & Crappy talk.

But I ♥ my classmates so much who tolerated with my very lame jokes.
HEEHEE. And also, with the constant clumsiness& stuff.
Stayed@ School till 7pm to study.
Home now.
Can you imagine how tired I am?

oh& this is Sahail's oh-so-funny joke;
"Why is a penguin's belly white colour?"
Answer: Because the penguin can only rub at his tummy area to make it clean (explains th white colour) but he cannot reach the dirty areas (explains the black)

Hahahhaa. Ok bye.

2009-05-17T22:16:00.011+08:00

Missed religious class cause I slept at 5am last night/morning & woke up at 11.30 -.-"
How kental. Hahaha. So, stayed at home to clean the house (which is still not done btw)
The pile of clothes to iron just gets more and more. In my head, I'm thinking, "Fckkkkkk."

Was gonna get started on it when SOMEONE called and asked where I was.
Hahaha [: and 10 mins later, I found him waiting outside my houseeeee. HEEHEE
Asked him to just hang out at my house so that I could do my assignments& not waste time.
So, he sat in front of my lappie. I did my work beside him. Had a bit of our little squabbles.
Mum was all O_o and said, "why you both so stress? fighting2 not good yknow." Hahahah!

Then got one moment, when I had to use the lappie to find 3 of the statutes (idk how the hell to explain this but if you wanna see it, go statutes.agc.gov.sg) and Aslam was all O_o, "eh, you have to memorise all this eh baby?" Then I just said, "Like, just know basic points la." Hahahha. Then he went all, "ish ish. Kesian youuu." Hahah. Damn cute lah his face, with the botak hair :P

But I loved the part when I panicked so much upon flipping my diary, and saw that my midterm tests were only 2 weeks away. And when he held my hand and said, "It's gonna be okay. You'll do well in it. Just remember, I'll be here supporting you okay." ;D

And WTCHEESECAKE. TWO WEEKS. mam-possss arrr. Hahaha.
I say, screw people who think poly life is all relax-ed and stress-free. Shot you and pengsan ah.
Okay gotta do my assignments & notes alreadyyyy. And projects due in one week! :O
My boyf isn't home frm work yet ):

BTW, Was tagged by Dhabi! ♥

1. Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kiss?
- I don't like lips. :/ Forehead and Cheeks onlyyy [:

2. How do you feel when you wake up this morning?
- Like a loser, with the messy hair.

3. Who was the last person you took photo with?
- My siblings!

4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
- Not at all.

5. Would you ever donate blood?
- HAHA NO. God knows how much I'm afraid of needles and blood.

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?
- HAD. not have, HAD.

7. Do you want someone dead?
- NO. haha ape sajeeeeeee.

8. What does your last message says?
- "Da balek work. Heh. Td mandi jap. Sowie" - Aslam(:

9. What are you thinking right now?
- How the hell to get my assignments done. Wake up at 6am tmrw, cook for Baby's bekal and meet him at 8am to do what. :/

10. Do you wish someone to be with you right now?
- Not really. Hahaha. Cause I'm busyyyy so I dont want anybody to distract me.

11. What is the time you go to bed last night?
- 5am

12. Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
- Haha, HaiSing's tshirt!

13. Is someone on your mind?
- Aslammmm, &My classmates who are gonna make me feel skyhigh tmrw onwards (:

14. Who was the last person who texted you?
- Aslam.

Tag 10 random people to do this survey.
1. Inna!
2. Sab!
3. Dhabi did it alreadyyyy. xP
4. Arifah
5. Zuzuu
6. Nabilah Huda
7. Shikif
8. Amalina
9. Tiara
10. Dinie Dayana

16. Who is no. 2 having relationship with?
- Haha. I know she likes smone ;D

17. Is no. 3 a male or female?
- FEMALE LAAAA. Hahaha. But she claims to be tomboy-ish. Heehee.

18. If no. 7 & no. 10 get together, would it be a good thing?
- 10's attached already. So cannot. Hahah xD

19. What is no. 1 studying about?
- Business Process and Systems Engineering.

20. When was the last time you had a chat with them?
- Them, meaning all 10 of them? hmmm, quite recently?

21. Is no. 4 single?
- HAHA NOOOOO~

22. Say something about no. 3
- Haha. Very very kecoh-rable& loud! (;

23. What do you think about no. 3 & no. 5 being together?
- Again, errrrr okay? HAHA.

24. Describe no. 9.
- Haha. Another girl, whom you can't anyhow mess with (;

25. What will you do if no. 6 & no. 7 fight?
- WHOOOOOOO! HABES AR. HAHAHA.

26. Do you like no. 8?
- Love my dearest Sister ;D Despite making me feel like the younger one sometimes BUT I still Love her.

2009-05-16T03:25:00.009+08:00

I want these twooooo! White topman hoodie& pink VANS shoes =D
I shall save up my pocket money to get these. Yahuuu~ For now, I'm gonna save up for LG first.

Okay, so my Saturday night kinda rocked. Hee.
Around 8pm, went to eat at Bedok Corner with Family♥.
I got Roti John Crispy for myself! Yummyyy. Shared Rojak, Nasi Ayam P& Roti kirai too.
Joked around/ talked about school and then snapped pics ;D Oh, did I mention? This mackcik thought that me and my sister were twins -.- Nampak sah because of the height. Shucks. Sister, please stop growing. Heh. Then, planned to head to Mustafa. BUT. Mustafa was blardy crowded. The road, I mean. Very hard to get parking. Hence, Dad drove us to Giant instead.

In the car, switched on Radio channel which kept playing 'clubbing' songs.
Then me and Syafiq sang along to the ones we knew, and danced. HEEHEE.
Mum also tagged along in dancing. Person in the car behind us smile2, wtf. Haha!

Reached@Giant. And I think I'm secretly spoiled. Heh. I mean, not in terms of money and getting what I want. Errr okay, abit of always getting what I want. But not expensive things! Like, when we all go shop at supermarkets, I always get to stock up on snacks etc [: I bought cheesecake, 3/4 brown pants, tidbits and one whole stack of A4 paper for myself. While my siblings only got chocolates (?) for themselves. Heh. And Mum told me, "you always get what you want at supermarkets eh." Hahaha. I don't care about getting clothes etc. That one I can get myself. But when it comes to food and necessities, helloooooo parents =D HEEHEE.

Dad spotted LG KS 360 there. Saw the pink one! $288, punyelah mahal. Then he said that at Mustafa, he can get it for $205. Huhuu~ Left Giant around 11pm, then called Baby to ask where he was. Turns out, he just finished work. So I asked Dad if he could pick him up& send him home. And Dad, being nice, did so =D Wheeeeee, thanks Dad. I got to see Baby for a weeee bit. Yeay! So what if it's only for a while. At least I got to see him (: with his BOTAK hair! Mum& Dad were teasing him so much about it. Hehe. Dropped him off and then headed home.

Talked on the phone for a while. And now, I'm on the lappie, trying to finish up what I'm supposed to finish. :/ Gahhhhhh. Never ending stooopid shit. & Baby, sorry about what I said earlier. I really didn't mean it. Must've been on impulse. You know I love you so and I only care about how you feel. So don't worry ok. I won't do anything to hurt you (:

Alright, back to assignments!
XOXOOOO.

2009-05-15T23:10:00.002+08:00

I know I said I'd be on hiatus, but I CAN'T STAND IT lah! Hahahah.
Aku nak blog ok. Apesal? Hahahahaha. K, I can't pull that off.

Long day at school. Zzzzzzzzz! I hate Fridays. Can you believe it? Because school starts at 9am and ends at 6pm. Dang. But on the brighter note, weekendsssssss!♥ yaheeeehuuuuu~ But this weekend, it'll be full studying with Meena. Hahah. Especially tmrw. Start at 10am, end in the afternoon @ TP's library. Haha, no I'm not kidding you. Wahidah's so effing slow till she has to do intense mugging on weekends so that she doesn't fail. That one also cannot guarantee. Hahaha, goshhhhh. I wanna meet Aslam before he starts work tmrw. I want, I want, I want. {HAHA. I sound spoilt.}

I dressed up for school today! But no pictures D: Hahaha, super distracted laaaa. And I never can find the right time to snap pictures. Grrrrrr. I wore this peach tank w leggings. EH. Got cardigan ok. Haha. But halfway through school, I switched it with Simon's hoodie. Ahhhhhhh, I lovelovelovelove that Hoodie! It's white, It's oversized but it's Topman. :/ Okay, Topman. So what la horrr. I'm gonna get myself one. I don't care, I don't careeee. Haha.

I so badly wanna go out. But I'm broke. So badly broke.
Thank you sooo much, Meena for the whole weeeeeeeek! The food treats and all.
I owe you a lot ahh, girl. Seriously. Lol. Meena's so nice to me w all the free food& cab rides.
I love this girl so much. I can totally be myself with her about anything. Especially bitching!

Oh did I mention? I went to school with this tuition friend of mine.
Kay wait, I meant WALKED to school with her. Hahaha. Yeayyy, got friend from Simei alrdy!
And we made a deal that if we bumped into each other for morning classes, we'd walk to TP together2. Hahahaha. Ohhh, and this girl is from Aviation Service&Management. Smart or whatttt~ Hahaha.

Lessons were dry, boring, whatever negative words you have pls insert 'em here.
Haha. But thanks ahh Sahail. For keeping me awake plus enduring my morning shit.
I swear, sitting in between Sahail and Meena will keep me awake FOR SURE.
And then there's Mira. Can say, my new found bitching partner also. Hahaha!
It was so sudden that she said to me during break, "Wahidah. Nmpk pompuan tu?"
Then she start her story2. HEEHEE. Damn cool or what. I knowww I bitch a lotttttt.
But we bitch necessarily alright. As in, only about those who has done stuff to us. :/ grrh.
Haha. So with the girls, I laugh/make a fool of myself and bitch. With Sahail, look at girls ah!
I seriously think that girl in my course is very very veryyy prettyyy! Heheh.

Okayyy. Got lots to do according to the agenda.
I have to complete CSA Quizes, draft my Excel project, do my CSA notes!
Yes I cannn, yes I can finish. I don't need to sleep. After the long nap I've taken. Heh.

Bye.

2009-05-14T18:00:00.001+08:00

Let th pictures do th talking :D
More pictures taken actually. But, burukkkkkkkkkkkk!
And And And , look at me nailsssssssssss! {first few pics} HEEHEEEE ;D Saya suka.

P.S: yalah yalah. I know I getting fat laaaa. Alamakkk~ Hahaha.
And eyebagggggsssss D:

P.P.S: I feel like there's nothing more I need. Loving the company of my Baby so much, my classmates and definitely my family (: I'm contented already. It's been so long since I'm this happy. And one thing I know is that, I'm not faking myself anymore. Straight down being who I REALLY am. But only to the classmates. Heh ;D ♥! BUT. I still, soooooo badly wanna meet my other friends! Like Inna, Sab, Reefy etcetc. I miss you girls so much D:

2009-05-11T18:34:00.006+08:00

2 more weeks to submission of project drafts, assestments, mid-terms.
Tmrw will be my first project meeting and I hope we get A LOT done.
I've sorted out the whole thing; to see which proj is on which deadline etcetc.
And damn it, so many to do in so little time D:
Also, I need to spare time to revise for my mid terms on 1st June.
*prays to God* please get me through this.

On a brighter note,
Medi Pedis on Wednesdayyyyy!♥
LSM test at the end of June, yeayyy! [Relax abit lah hor]
And and and thanks Bby for coming to school with me again.
I think the clique's getting sick of Aslam's presence around. HEEHEE.
And and and, hello classmatesss! Stop disturbing me about my laguhter :/
Hahaha.

HIATUS! ;DD So longggg, suckasssss. Muahahahahha!

2009-05-09T00:34:00.009+08:00

YEAYY YEAYYYYYYYY~ [:

20months anniversary celebration postponed to next Wednesday.
Going Karaoke. Weeeheeeee. I can't wait. Haha.

Initially, had that plan today. But. When we dropped by the place, they explained that we needed to be members first and stuff. Member's fee was only 2bucks! Ape lagiii, sign up for it lahhhhh! Hahahaha ;D Then we both planned to go on Wednesday instead since school finishes early and they give student discounts on weekdays. Heheh. I am very very excited wokaaaaay.

On the other hand,

Thank you, God. For blessing US, with 20 tough but wonderful months. The journey so far has been hard. What more, with the tight schedule and misunderstandings at certain times. But I'm so glad, that with each passing day, we've learnt to forgive& forget, to shower each other with EVEN MORE Love, and to be even more patient for one another.

To Aslam;
Thank you for tolerating my 'super manja' mood, even during the wrong timing(s).
Thank you for giving in most of the time when I'm having my PMS/ temper.
Thank you for not holding anything against me despite my horrible past.
Thank you for your sacrifices and going the distance just to make me smile.
Thank you for always helping me out with my problems, & hearing out my bitching sessions.
Thank you for always putting my needs first than anyone else's (I know I never asked you to do this, but you doing it w/o me saying I want you to, just makes me feel so Loved ;D)
Thank you for always letting me 'tax' your food whenever we're out! Hehee.
Thank you for having faith in me that I can change to be a better person.
Thank you for always supporting me in whatever I do, & becoming my pillar of strength
Thank you for making me smile every morning with your text msgs (this one, w/o fail! Hahaha.)
Thank you for caring, having concern w my life& also protecting me from the danger out there
Thank you for always reminding me to remember God, even during the happy times.

Lastly, thank you for always, undenyingly showering me with your unconditional Love. I may not be the best girlfriend but I'm slowly trying to get there.

I used to say, "Boyfriends are like your ultimate bestfriends. Except that you'll never know when they'll come& go. They are very unpredictable." I still stand to that opinion BUT, for Aslam, no way (: Because even when he left, he came back. And he never left bcause he never cared/loved me anymore. But because he wanted to make me realize that having him around was what i NEED& WANT. Indeed, I learnt my lesson.

Blessed w a better rship, what can I say. Thank you for being the ultimate 2-in-1. All I really need, is my boyfriend ♥ Oh wait! Family too, right? Heee.

P.S: Happy Legal 18th, Zuzuu bazuzuuuuuu! ;DD Whoooo~

2009-05-08T18:25:00.012+08:00

Yeayyyyyyy! My clothes I bought online already came :D Wheeehehe.
Next, I wanna buy the long sleeve from Tampines1! Hehh.
But, ENOUGH TEES! My classmates are complaining that I look too casual.
Hahha, yesyes, I'm very lazyyy to dress up. But for their sake, I shall not look so much like a tomboy in school anymore and start shopping for tops instead of tees ok. Wheeeeee~

Thank God it's FRIDAYYYYYYYYY~
Weekends are finally here. Yahoooooooo. Hahaha.

Okay. Let me summarize school.

- Was LATE. So much for school being 20mins away from home -.- Tsk!
- LComSk was supposed to be 9-12 but it finished at 10.30 instead, yeayyy!
- Lepak2 with the classmates.
- LSM Lecture = Veryvery boringggggg which resulted into crap-talking. Haha.
- Aslam came over to my school. and hung out with me& the clique. {Wheeeee. This was my highlight of the day. Hehehe ;D ;D ;D}
- Wei Qi! Cheer up okay, Dude (: you know we're always here for you!
- Went for CSA Lab. Again, Zzzz. But with Sahail and Meena beside me, it was pretty ok lah hor. And Sahail, tak habis2 with the teacher's "Me-Ami" thingy. Hahaha!

Wanted to study at TP tmrw. But, public holiday ): So, library's closed.
Dhabitah wanted to study elsewhere. We'll just see. Cause I hate it when it's full of people.
I wanna go exercise tmrw. Swimming/ Cycling whatever it is. I wanna loose my tummyyy, pronto!

Assignments are piling up, Assestments are gonna start!
Damnnnnnnnn, my schedule's getting hectic sehhhhhhh.

Oh well.
Byebyeeeee~ Gotta study!
I love youuuuuuu, Boy (: Thanks fr making my day today.

2009-05-06T17:28:00.013+08:00

Aslam tak habis2 smokeee )': But it's okay, I forgive you. Hmm

DANG. Need money laaaaaaaah! Why is money always a problem?!?!?!?!

Dear people around me, please remind me to be thrifty and of this "motivation" list I'm putting up here. And dear classmates, please encourage me to EAT LESS LAH ALAMAK! Hahaha.

I shall save up my money and get the things IN ORDER:
1) LGKS360 pinkkkk!
2) Havainanas Pink Sandles
3) 2year clbration.
4) End of Year Hair treatment!
5) Nike Shoessss! OR the veryvery nice slipons I saw. Wheee~

Oh& Wahidah can get 2 clothes per month. Yes she can. Yes she cannnnnn ;)
I got 4 this month. So next month cannot already :'( sadddddddddd.

Life's like a routine now. It's the same thing everyday. I wake up, do a little bit of the chores, get ready for school, and then head there. At school, go for tutorials& lectures, spend my break time with the usual clique♥ or studying awayyy somewhere. And by the time school ends, I head home, complete all my housework, do my normal stuff like bathe, pray etc and then I'm on the lappie doing research/ read-up etc, preparing for the next day's lessons. And the next day, this whole routine continues.

I didn't regret anything, really. BUT. This makes me dread school )': I'm just lucky I have awesome friends around me to keep me all hyped up in school. If they were really boring and sucky, I'd already feel like dropping out. HA-HA. what onlyyy. I don't feel like socializing anymore. Super lazy. I just wanna stick to 'em for the rest of my 3year life. Haha.

LcomSk& Econs tmrw. You know what I feel like doing? Straight away chiong Econs tut after lecture. Idk why. Heh. Kaykay byeeee.

Baby♥ click here.

2009-05-05T19:51:00.010+08:00

It's only Tuesday?!?!?! ): And I'm so drained. Alamakkkkk~
I hate Tuesdays. Class after class after class. Even though it starts at 1 :/
And I hate Fridays too. Supposed to end by 1 but Lab lessons from 3-6pm doesn't help kay.

Oh, but have I said before that I FREAKIN' LOVE ECONS!!!!!
so wierd, I know. It's supposed to be a dull/boring subject. But my class has a rlyrly gd tutor.
And in that class, when I understand what's going on, makes me feel like an intellectual. HAHA WTF. But when I get lost etc, I don't feel at all slow or what shit like in other classes. Bcos I have wonderful classmates around to ask help from. Wheeeehehe~

:)

Anyways, I'm looking forward to smthg! :D :D :D :D
Medi& Pedicures at AMK Hub during my next period, with Meena! Hehehe.

But but but.. My money left abit only ):
How to survive 22 more days. Bloody eff. Stupidddd online shopping.
Bought 4 shirts ahh. Hahaha! Spent $45. But I shall not shop anymore fr th next 3 months.

I can control, yes I cannnnnnnn (: Hehe.

Short day tmrw. Start at 9, end at 12. I better bus to school. Heh.
No more cabbingggggg! Heh. Recession recession.

Alright then. Gotta do LSM now. X's&O's.

[edit]
wahidah. says:
you.
am i being bitchy right now ? :/
donnii says:
kinda
haha
wahidah. says:
haha sorryy .
donnii says:
u fierce uh seriousli
wahidah. says:
FIERCE?
eee.
why u say lidat
see la. now cnnt be feminine rdy :/
donnii says:
haha
i dun mind
wahidah. says:
haha whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?
donnii says:
i feel lyke u syg me more lyke tat
hehe

I am feeling sooooooo stressed out!!!! Wth is Rule of Law mannnnnn?!?!??! Hahaha. Google-ing it :/ Fishcakes. Okayyyyyy, byebyeeee. Must get back to work!

I really need my daily drugs now/I suddenly have CRAVINGS!
How I wish Aslam could bring me these to me someday.
1) Vanilla Coke
2) Ice Milo {!!!!!}
3) Chicago Cheesecake from CoffeeBean
4) Ham& Cheese Takoyaki! {I really miss this!}
5) Maltesers Chocolate
6) Caramel Frappe from Mccafe {Even though Starbucks is better, but c'mon lah! haha.}
7) Yummy& Hot Goreng Pisang from Mr Teh Tarik
8) Buttermilk Pancakesssssss with scrambled eggs!
9) ~~Beef Lasagne from Pizza Hut. Yummmm.~~ from Canadian Pz, but at least I got it ;) thnks.

*Hahaha. This is not a hint lah okay! Really really.

[/edit]

2009-05-03T13:29:00.006+08:00

Have I told you that I LOVE MONDAYS? [:
I don't care if it's the start of school or whatever but I think SOMEONE knows why. Huhuuuu~

Agenda for today is;
- Complete CSA Notes.
- Read up for tmrw's CSA lecture (actually, i dont rly care. but dont wanna feel lost la. hahaha.)
- Do POM tutorial. (BeyyyAhh, this one hard laa. Need help! Heh.)
- Read up for Econs Lecture that I missed out. & try to do tutorial.

I think I'll do LSM tmrw& Tuesday instead. Hehh.
And this didn't hit me till today. Next Saturday's our 20 months. Hahaha. Oh well,

Anywayysss, anybody know a good place to study at?
I don't want airport, I don't want downtown's Mccafe. Somewhere quiet, and peaceful.

Recommend to me okay [: Thnks.

Anyway, here was my weekend;
Friday ~ Initially wanted to study w Aslam. But we ended up having our own fun. Ate that cheezy lava pizza he always wanted. And then went off to the Arcade. Played this guitar hero look alike. Damn cool la! Haha. Race car, motorrr etc. I rly wanted to play HSD4 but he wouldn't let me. Grrrr. I had fun, acting like a kid all over again. And its great to know that, even though I was showing my 5yearold self, Aslam still Loves me :D Slept over cousin's house, watched congkak. Had fun with my cousins :D Hehe.

Saturday ~ Went to tp library to study with Meena. Went off with my parents. They were there for the parent seminar thingy. Mum was amazed by Tp's facilities :O and Dad said, "woah. if i knew tp got labs and stuff, dah tak payah nak beli laptop." Grrrr. Kental. Haha. Went to watch Anugerah auditions at Eastpoint. Me and mum were so evil, laugh2 at people. xD Hehehe. Grabbed a bite at Banquet, shopped at Popular and then went homeee =D

Sunday ~ Agama was random. Learned about jenazah. Heh. Then me and Tiara kept thinking that it was wierd 'wrapping' the baby in white cloth. Lol. Went home, cleaned the house. Cousins came over. And nowwwww, I'm finally done with cleaning & I can study :D

I love my weekend although there was some misunderstanding. But on Friday, Mum cooked lontong & mee goreng. Mee goreng was for Aslammmm. She thought he was gonna come over to visit but nooo. Hahaha. But baby, don't feel bad lah kay. Mum says, "Next time better come ah when I cook your favourite." Heheh. Then Saturday, Mum cooked Lauk Obor. It's not a common lauk okay. It's like a special occassion lauk. Hahaha. And today, Mum cooked Mee Bandung. Like woahhhhh. I think my Mum is in the zone in cooking mannn~! Lol.

M: I love you, you know.
W: Yeah I know. Love you too. I like seeing you like this.
M: Huh? Like this?
W: Yeah. Like cooking, preparing us dinner and stuff. It shows your motherly side.
M: Hey. I AM your mother what.
W: Yah. but you work on weekdays. Weekdays, you're a childcare teacher. You almost don't have time for us. But I like you on weekends. You remind me that I have a loving and caring mother that I can always turn to.
M: I'm so sorry but you know I have to work. Help your ayah and all. Anyway, you can get extra pocket money what. *Shows the kening naik turun face.
W: Haha I KNOW! I never disagreed to you working what. Hehe.
M: Oh. So now gara2 duit only laa eh!
W: No lah. Haha. I understand. I got no complaints. We're all big now. You can go and work. (:

Convo btwn me and my Mum in the kitchen. Haha.

Sometimes, when it feels like you're never there, at times like these, I tell myself that I'm wrong. Because despite whatever that happened, you're always my mother. You're not perfect but you've shown me enough Love and Care. I love you, Mum. Always ♥

Okay gotta studyy. Byeeeeee!

2009-04-30T15:59:00.008+08:00

Haha. Really loving the company of the class these few days. I'm more exposed (HAHA. WHAT A WORD TO USE!) to more of them now. Like, I previously weren't so talkative to Yi Teng, Hui Xuan, Trizia etc. But now, I am. Haha. Must be because of the projects/assignments we are having now. And I'm not grouped with those whom I was close to. But still, I love my classmates [: Haha.

So. FIVE HOURS OF LCOMSK! Haha. It wasn't that bad. Cause for this subject, my group members are Tasha, Sahail and Mira. We're all realllyyy talkative! Hahaha. But talkative in a good way okay. At least we don't talk nonsense. Haha. 3min speech had to be given. I really liked the topic on Library. Rafael is so cute laaaaaaa!~ So hyper and everything. Haha. And then, after tutorial, he said, "eh. I wanna go to the library." And idk why for what reason I actually said, "okaayy. To the Libraryyyyyy!" in that high pitch, excited tone with my hands doing the wave? Hahah! Oh oh. Then there was about urban legends also. This part damn funny la. Sahail asked me, "what's urban legends ah?" and then I replied, "uhh. I think it's like all those dragon stories and whatnot." Then he gave me THE LOOK and when Hui Xuan said that urban legends are actually stories in the past {example: Japanese soldiers' torture on Sgians during the war etc}, we both laughed damn long laaaa! Hahaha. Cannot tahan. I mean, dragons? Wth was i thinkingggggg. Haha. Then I paiseh alrd lorr. So might as well laugh at myself also. Hahahaha.

Skipped Econs lecture. Shi Hui is gonna teach me Econs, yeayyyy. But next week, no more pon-ning lah! xD Hahah. Almost the whole class skipped. Tsktsk. Sorry, Dhabitah! Promise I won't skip again kay, ruggerrrrrr! *does that rugby sound. HAHAHAH. Wanted to meet up with dearest actually. But he already had someone to accompany him to the interview. Hehe. So sad lahhhh that everyone cancelled on him last min. But luckily got ppl wanna accompany you also eh, Bby [: Hehh.

Alright. Shall go study now. Tmrw no school! Yeayyyyyyyyy~
Saturday gonna head to TP library to study/research on Law. {sounds boring, yesssss.}
But I love my course, in spite of all the difficult/ redundant/ boring subjects laa. Hahaha.
I actually WANT to do Law okay. Unlike someone in my class whom, I think is bummed and has no interest in it at all. Seriously dude, you should be lucky you got this course. People are like fighting for a place in the course. But you got it cause it's your 10th choice? Alamakkkkkkk~

And I found my motivation to starve myself in school {chey, starve or what!} and save my money as much as possible. To get my LGKS360 PINK! Dad says that if I can supply him the money, he will get it for me. So, $200++ by Juneeeee~ Cause that's when my plan expires. Oh! And I'd be getting prepaid too. Too lazy to handle bill number. & I so called wanna have a "fresh start" anyway. Heh. [:

{edit}

ALHAMDULILLAH! Dearest got the job! [: I'm so happy for you, Love. Even though it's gonna be hard for the both of us. Your weekends, have to be used for work. My weekdays are loaded with projects and such. Haha, but whatever it is, we'll get through it okaaaay? All the best, hun! And I hope that this job will be long-term eh. You knw what I mean. Hehe.

{/edit}

2009-04-29T09:18:00.005+08:00

Down with Fever. So instead of sitting in LSM tutorial now, I'm at home [: Meena also didn't come to school! I bet the teacher will be like, "err hmmmmm." Hahahaha. I guess cause ystd was a super long day for us both. After econs tutorial at 6pm, went to the Library to study till around 7.30pm? Mmhmm.

I currently got no plans now. But I know I have to go get my MC or else I mati already. Hahahaha. Bad record, tsktsktsk. And then, I wanna head to the library to study. Maybe Bedok library or smthg since the study place there is kinda conducive ;D Hee. But must bring lappie cause need to do LComSk assignmentsssss :(

Oh, speaking of LComSk. Guess what the teacher decided to do tmrw. FIVE HOURS of Lcomsk tutorial! Why? Because Friday is Labour Day. Blablablaaaaa. So shift the tutorial to tmrw instead. Oh wheeeeeeee yeayyyy~ *sarcastic face. But one thing I'm looking forward to is the dressing up part. Hee.

Okay. Gonna clean the house, get my MC, and then head to the library! [:

P.S: I think I'm getting lazier by the day. I keep cabbing to school when I have an early start. Oh, I hate the bus crowds alright. Aiyaaaaaa. Gotta stop myself. But it's nice knowing cab fare is always below $5. I think below $4 even smtimes. Be jealous. Very jealous. Hahaha. Ok, nonsense. xD

2009-04-26T23:03:00.003+08:00

Today is SUNDAY! which means tmrw, we all have to head to school ): I used to laugh at people schooling on Mondays, but now I'm dreading school like them tooooooo. Hahaha! How ironic.

Anyway, I still haven't finish my notes :/ Reason being I turned in early on Saturday due to fever. I woke up on Sunday being dizzy and sleepy for the whole day. Okay, but I did study a bit when Nabilah came by. HEE ;D Got to catch up with this cousin of mine. Finally! Might be sleeping at her house on Friday to watch Congkak together2. Haha. Random kannn.

Tutorial starts at 11 tmrw. But heading to school by 8 to study at the library with Meena & Dhab. Also have to rmb to print my lecture notes for the week. Gahhhhhhh! So many docs to print >;/ currently waiting for my PINK{!} thumbdrive from my Dad. Heeee.

Alrightttttyyy. Busy week ahead! Am looking forward to FRIDAY! Labour Day, Yahooooooooo! Aslam, go out muggggggggggg with me okay? Love you alot alot! Hehe. [: I'm gonna make use of the long weekend to catch up on lectures/tuts. Nyehehehehehhhh.

Goodnight. XOXO;

2009-04-25T18:18:00.009+08:00

My Lover, Companion, Bestfriend, Saviour, Angel always& forever ;D
Thank you so much for today. It was indescribable.
I've never laughed as hard& as much as today before. Haha.
& thanks for understanding plus listening.
Only you are able to pick me up and make me feel stress-free again.

/♥
I will never trade my boyfriend for anything else in the world.
ok maybe for more money. MUAHAHAHA. Kidding laaaa! HEEHEE.

The one exciting thing about this, is how you've managed to constantly capture my heart and make me fall for you OVER&OVER again (':

P.S: Today's your day eh, Baby. Always disturb me kan. Later you see. Next week, my turn to disturb you back xD Huahahahaha.

2009-04-23T17:31:00.012+08:00

Drafts published [:

I don't know to regret or to feel blessed. To be patient or just break down and stop holding back the tears. I know I'm in no position to say anything but it's too much for me now. And if I were to explain it to you, you wouldn't understand, really )': How long is this gonna go on? I'm tired. Really tired. I know people out there are worst off than me. Still, I don't wanna be like this forever. However..

I still love you both. Flesh& blood, no matter what.

School is starting to push us to the limit, to the extend that I feel so left out among my classmates (studies wise). The competition level is extremely high and tough. Everything's moving at a fast pace, and we constantly have to be on the go. Or else, we're left very far behind to even catch up. We can't make use of anything we've learnt in the past and we definitely have to brush up on our General Knowledge. English, we have to strengthen. It's going crazy. What else with Midterms coming up and projects starting pretty soon. Oh, it's only been a week. Insya'Allah. we'll get through this.

Ok byebye. Gotta study.

/♥

2009-04-22T21:41:00.009+08:00

1L03! ♥ ♥ ♥
I need a break from studying CSA. Blearghhhhhh. I find it a tad irritating that it's only the 3rd day & I'm cramming a lot ready. Me& Meena are on the "c'mon-let's-study-very-hard-&-in-advance" mood already. And how do we prove that? Tmrw, Econs lecture starts at 3pm BUT we're coming to school at 10am to study CSA/ Legal Comm Skills first. Huhuuu~ See see, kecoh right? Haha.

School had CCA fair. Very lazy, am not joining any CCA [: hee.
Allaaa, focus on studies lah oi! I think I cannot make it already. Hahah!

Oh& I know its so freaking late for this. But I FINALLY figured out my resolution for this year.
- Focus on studies, Mug mug muggggg and do well for first year GPA
- Don't have such a big social circle like in sec schl. Maintain low profile.
- Wake up at 6am everyday to pray, do housework & then go to school.
- Do NOT trust people easily [lesson learnt in 2008]
- Do NOT get easily influenced by people. Be simple, be myselffff :D
- Limit the outingssssss! Huahahahaha.
- Save up at least $500 or more by December. Control spending habit!

Alright2, I feel guilty using the lappie. Shall get to my studying now.
Arghhhhh CSA CSA CSA! [ CSA= Computer Skills. Sounds boring kannnn? ]

Iloveyou, Aslam :D

2009-04-21T20:37:00.005+08:00

Kay. I shall summarize 2nd day of school.

- Reached at 11am. Met 1L03 for brunch.
- Bought my CSA books. Very heavy, I tell you. plus the effing long queue.
- I bumped into Aslam's sis. Very shocking, i tell you. Like O_o hahahaaaaaa.
- I bumped into Syaza! Ex pri schl friend. Hugged so tight la. Tak jumpe 4 years pe. Hee.
- I like bumping into people at TP (: it's like whenever i turn, I SEE SOMEONE I KNOW! haha!
- Brunch-ed atBizPark. Food is SUPER CHEAP! I likeee. Hehe ;D Oh& Dhab can't stop oggling at R.
- I think I'm really not gonna join any CCA. Hi five, Meena! Haha. Cause we both lazy rdy. xD
- 1L03 sat under the staircase like nobody's business. people stare2 also don't care. haha.
- Principles of Management lecture, not so bad. But so strict. Cannot talk la etcetc.
- After lecture, hung out with Meena, Dhab, Sahail, Joy, Valentia. N-O-I-S-Y giler! haha.

Alas, after school, met Aslammmm! Yeay yeay yeayyy always my higlight of the day. HEEHEE. I got a piggy back ride from him! &Thank you very very much for the 20bucks. Sumpah, I love you and I will pay you back. (even though you said you ikhlas. Haha.) & I just loved the way you kissed my cheeks just now. Ahhhahaha. I feel like a little girl again! Hee.

Sometimes, I tend to feel uneasy& insecure
Maybe its just stupid and childish to even have those thoughts in the first place
But that's how I feel {and see!}, that every girl I pass by is eyeing on you
And what if I'm not next to you? What could happen?
However, we've been together long enough to even begin with
I can't help it, honestly. All I can do is control what I blurt out
Then again, whenever I'm next to you,
All I feel is comfort, security, love& cared for - I'm on cloud nine
It's like every single misery disappears and fades
It's really amazing how you make me fall in Love with you over& over again
No matter how much I tend to get mad over petty things
I'm sorry. But this the one thing I can't change.
I love you. And I hope you do too.

2009-04-20T21:32:00.007+08:00

Haha. Random picture. Aslam stole the keyboards from his class or smthing and made this. Naughtyyyyyy eh Baby. But on the brighter note, it's really sweet. Hee (:

Okay anywayyyy. Today was the first day of school! Hee. And I only had ONE LECTURE today FOR AN HOUR. OMG HAHAHA. But Computer Skills is NOT AT ALL FUN. Once lecture finished, the first thing that came out from my mouth was, "mendak sehhhhhh lecture. boring glerrrrrrrrr!" HAHAHA! Dhabitah was also damn blur bcause she couldn't understand a thing. Hahh. First day of school, so many mistakes.

1) I WORE JEANS! when it was really really hot okay! I'm gonna wear bermudas from now onwards. Jeans are only for days when it's raining. Hee.

2) I WORE SHOES. Cheesecake la. It was hot like crazyyy. :/ But I just found out that we can wear slippers to school. So, hello Adidas Slippers! Yeayyyyyyy. Lepak mannzxzxzx!

3) I should srsly use another bagpack. My pink one is tearing apart :S BUT. wait for the textbooks to come in. And I will be using my yellow bag, yeayyyyyy.

4) I sat at the back with Meena& Dhab for lectures. WHICH IS A BIG MISTAKE. Annoying idiots who can't stop passing around tidbits and make noise are at the back. Which made it hard for us to concentrate. Irritating uh. Even Dhab was pissed off with the people. Mcm nak sepak gitu kannnn, Dhab? Haha. We are gonna sit at the front for every lecture from now onwards!

Now. I need cash cash cash. To buy my books and make my ezlink card. I've yet to collect my matric card. Meena's gonna accompany me to the office tmrw and ask for it. Haha. They're so fun to be with lah! My classmates, I mean. 1L03! ♥ Everyone's so fun and enthu. Lucky we all can click. Sorry I didn't turn up for 2nd day orientation and the 'Welcome Law' thing okay ): satu2 asyik tegur ajeee. Hahaha.

Okay so that was school. Now, after school. Hehe.

Met AslamLove at Safra's busstop {woah woah, like very convenient liddat right. Only 2 stops away from school. Hehe xD} Was a tad late. Sorry, B. Hee. And once I alighted the bus and had my eyes laid on Aslam, OH-MY-GOSHHH. I swear I melted at that point of time once I saw his hairstyle. Hehe. With the Ite uniform, and the nerdy/p.ramlee hairstyle. Ahhhhhhh!! but I controlled myself okay. Although I think I couldn't stop touching his hair. Hahaha. We both headed to Tampines One bcause I wanted to get headbands for school tmrw. I don't like my fringe lying around. Haha. We both boarded the wrong bus uhh. 28 takes like an hour to reach the Interchange. See, Aslam. I told you to board 27, tak nakkk. Haiyooo. Degil eyy. Hehe. I think Aslam got irritated by me because I kept saying to him, "youu. hungry uh." & when he told me not to buy donut also, in the end, I bought it. Hahaaaa! Oh & the funniest thing is, at Tamp One, we took the escalator until the highest level to find the accessories shop. But in the end, the shop was at Level One! Haha. Kental or whaaaaatt. Alas, train-ed home. Thank you Aslam for sending me home, even though it wasn't until under my block. Hahaa.

This boy here actually always complains that I seldom blog about him. HMPH!
I love youuuuu, Muhammad Aslam. And please, don't change your hairstyle. I likeee.

Alright, wanna turn in already. It's 10pm. HAHA.
Am so tireddddd. Boooo. 11am Brunch with 1L03 and then lecture at 2pm. Principles of Management. Oh gosh, please don't be boring. Please please please. *crosses fingers.

/♥

2009-04-18T22:31:00.014+08:00

BIZNESS, WHAT ARE WE?
WE ARE A TEAM! (4CLAPS) TEAM! (4CLAPS) TEAM! (4CLAPS)
BUSINESS, WE WILL WIN! (4CLAPS) WIN! (4CLAPS) WIN! (4 CLAPS)
YEAHHH~

BIZNESS 2K09 ALWAYS ON THE GO AHH WOOO!

Short update.
I can't wait to start school next week uh seyyyy.
I♥1L03! and and, meeting Inna for Lunch on Tues. Yeayyy.
Lecture starts at ~~11am~~ 4PM SEY! on Mon [: and ends at 5pm.

The overnight outing with Baby was truckloads of fun too.
Watched 2 movies - 17again& Knowing. And had night life experience tgther at Town [:

Okay bye. Shall update (longer) when I have the time to okay.
And also, post overdue pics. Hee.

Dear prettyboy, click here ok. Wrote smthg for you [:

2009-04-11T23:00:00.004+08:00

Drafts published laaaa. Heee [;

FINALLY FINISH WATCHING BOYS BEFORE FLOWERS!
What a sweet ending. With all of them standing side by side. (: I ♥ Kim Hyung Joong! & thanks Qeu darl for giving me the web link! I shall go watch the drama you recommended okay? Hee.

It's 11pm right now. The parents will be home by tmrw morning, I hope.
Gosh. I miss my mum& dad terribly. It doesn't feel like home without them. Now my head's spinning. Due to one whole day sitting in front of my lappie. Even when my cousins came over, I couldn't get my eyes off the lappie xD Hehe. Alright so, next week's orientation. And the whole 3day-2night thingy with Baby. Yeayyyyyyyyyyyy, abit excited. I hope it'll be fun & not so tiring. Haha. And again. Drafts will be published at the end of next week. So just be patient okay darlings. I'm trying to get used to not being in front of my lappie so much. Huhu~

/♥

2009-04-10T23:17:00.001+08:00

Btw, this is super random. Was browsing thru youtube. I still think they are a very great couple, despite the youknow, whole hitting conflict dramamama.

Drafts will be published sooooooon (:

2009-04-10T21:56:00.010+08:00

Haha. Long day, today. Started off at 8am Aslam already called me by then and said, "Ayg. I kat bawah block you." Hehehe. Haven't bathe, met Abg readddyyy. Yuckyuck. Lepak2 for a while since it was still early. Then went to the coffeeshop to get breakfast. Yumm yumm, prataaa! heh. Then bought big gulp and straits times from 7-11, sat under the block and read+discuss (?) Haha. Argue punye lah banyak pasal politics. Tsktsk. Especially about the whole Mr Lee Kwan Yew thing.

M: No uh you. Senior minister kan dia?
A: Tak lah, Minister Mentor la.
M: Aiyaa. Entahlah. I think I outdated but Senior minister what. He so old rdy.
A: Then if he senior minister, Goh Chock Tong pangkat ape?
M: Uhh, Adivisor or smth lah.
A: Tak la Babyyyyyyy. Haiyo, degil eh you. I cakap betul la.

Then, after buying straits times, terang2 at the first page MINISTER MENTOR LEE KWAN YEW. Hahaha! Very kekek uh, really. Since then, if I told him about any minister or smthg, he will give me THE LOOK as if I very stupid and don't have politics knowledge. Haha. Yelaaaah, Abg pandai lah kay. Lol. Shared opinions, thoughts, ideas. The part where we talked about Hitler also very funny. But seriously, Hitler super clever maaaan. Who took history? Confirm you will know how he dominated Germany. So yeah. Haha. Malaysia's politics is Aslam's favourite, Indonesia's we don't really understand, Thailand abit2, U.S.A MY FAVOURITE! And also all the Islamic countries. Wheeehehe. Something I used to share with Aqilah A LOT. Especially Palestine, Baby. Heh.

Kay. Enough of politics. Last time, I used to not care at all. But since sec 4, while reading newspapers and all, I took an intrest in current affairs. So if you have a problem about me having this intrest then beat itttt. Nyahahaha. AslamBby! I think I'm taking an intrest in Malaysia's govt too. :) Huhu~

Got home after the whole 'breakfast+newspaper' thing. Showered. My sister wanted to tag me and Aslam along to Pizza Hut at first. But then, plans changed. Me and Baby went there ourselves instead. We had one of those childish jokes day. You know I know kay Aslam. Hehe ^^. The whole dikir barat thing. D-U-I-T, duit manaaaaaa? Hahaha! Okay, you won't get it. But me and Aslam do. Hahaha. And I started singing to Aslam what I wanted to say to him. Like, for example;

Aslam sudah kebuluhhhh, nak pergi makan kat pizza hut
Kita sekarang on the way pergi Plaza Singapura punye outlet
Nanti kat sana, order lah, banyak2, sampai perut you kenyanggg
Then takyah makan lagiiiiiiiiii.

And I sang this in Imran Ajmain's "Seribu Tahun" melody. Haha. Super kekek luh. THen Baby did the same thing but he used Didicazli's "Impianku" melody. Tak habis2 with his 'di hadapanmu ku membisu mengubat rindu'. Hahaha. Like a spoilt radio because he kept singing that phrase over and over again. Ahakz, I wonder why eh. But seeee, I told you me & Aslam are like kids. Oh oh! We were wearing the same Adidas slippers. Then, inside the MRT, we kept changing slippers like budak kecik liddat. And this woman actually looked at us and laughed. Hahahah! Paiseh nyeee. While on the way home also, the same thing happened. Very kecoh all the way until when I threatened Baby, "youuu. if you disturb me somemore, I'll embarass you." He said,"I don't careee. We both are embarassed anyway. Hehe."

Anyway. Pizza Hut-ted. Aslam so confident that he kebuluh. But in the end, we had to take away the pizza. Hee Then, went to my nenek's house. Sit sit, eat pizza, watch movieeee at my lappie. The usual hanging out. Then at 7pm+, Baby went home.

I am superduperrrr exhausted& so is Babyyy! Ahhhhhhhpfffffft. Watched 'Brainscanner' just now. Ketawa terkekek-kekek uh. Lol. Got the part where the guy flip his policeman cap luh, then the part where he said, "ish ish. Mana ada saya tak takut bini? Bini yang tak takut dgn saya." Hahaha! I like malay shows like this. Make me feel so happy& giggly. ;DD Should do some movie renting. Huhuu~

Tmrw I've got no plans. So I think I shall just sit at home& do my chores as usual.
Maybe finish up my Malay Novel. Ohhh, Dhamira dan Za'iem. Soo cute together. Haha.

Big X's & O's!

2009-04-09T20:46:00.008+08:00

Happy 19 months, Baby.
Huahahahaha, look at the picture above. Kentaaaaaal right.
Happy happy Siglap& Haising days, eyy Aslam? Huhuhu~
I think this was taken in the MRT, while gg home from Airport {study date!}

Kay anyway,
Early in the morning, Mum already irritated me with her chitterchatter when I was sleeping. Zzzzz. She was all, "Wow, Kakak. Who bought these slippers for you?", "Oh. Aslam eh. Woah best nyeee. Suka lah tu dapat present dari boyfriend" Not irritated la. But I was sleeping so I was a teensy bit cranky. :/

Spent the whole day at home, doing my chores& watching Friends.
Then read Janjiku Bersamamu and dozed off. I could feel Dad take my book away and tuck me into bed. Hehe. Thanks, Dad :D Then woke up at 8+pm. Sis said, "Kak. Aslam called." Msged Baby and he said he was at masjid for tahlil. So okay. Now, I'm on the laptop, watching Friends. Relatives coming soon for sleepover. All the parents {plus Zuzu, Jurizal, Adly} at my Dad's side of the family are heading to KL tmrw morning for the wedding ;D I wish I could tag along with Zuzu though. Then can go shopppiiiiiinggg! But the car got no space ): Hahaha. So, I'm stuck here. No parents from tmrw till Sunday. A bit sad uh, really bcause I'm thinking only negative things which I shouldn't. :/ But Mum said she'd go shopping for me and ask Zuzuu for help. Yeay!

I didn't eat for one whole day. & I just swallowed a flu pill.
My eyes are itchy, that I somehow wished I didn't have eyelashes. Haha, wierd.

Okayyyy. Tmrw is good Friday. Spending the whole day with Aslam over at my house, and my Sister. Maybe with my brother too. Provided he has no soccer training tmrw. I think, just maybe, Faiq is gonna tag along too. Hahaha. I bet if he does, Aslam tak habis2 kacau dia ehhh. Huhu~

Big X's and Os!

HAPPY SEVENTEENTH BABY!

2009-04-08T17:25:00.019+08:00

It wasn't perfect. But it was good enough. Colour matching outfits, pasta, birthday cake, cooling breeze by the seaside = LOVE.

"Dahlah. It's okay if it's not perfect. Because no girl would ever do all these kind of things just for my birthday. Even if you just wished me Happy Birthday, it'll be good enough already. But instead, you cooked, baked, made this frame for me and everything. Thank you, Bby."

Heh.

I hate the sound of the aeroplanes at Changi, really. It's a phobia thing. Haha. And everytime an aeroplane passed, Baby would hug me tight and cover my ears. Thank you, Love [:

Then, after the picnic, we didn't know where to go. I don't how we both suddenly came up with the idea of going to Marina Square to eat Pizza Hut on behalf of our anniversary tmrw. So alas, we headed there. Haha, I really cannot stand the part when we both wanted to pay.

W: Baby, pay nets kan? Wallet.
A: Ambil from my pocket. Then you know my pin num kan. You picitkan kay.
W: Okay. *Asks for the bill and hands out an atm card.

while waiting for the waitress to come back,
W: Abgggg. I show you smth. *shows Aslam's atm card.
A: HUH? Eh. Why my atm card here? I thought I pay?
W: Hehe. Nvm la. My treat. Happy anni, Baby (:
A: Hahaha. Youuuuuuu ehhhhhh! Naughty uhhhh!

Cause you see, Aslam keeps my atm card with him. So instead of handing over the waitress his atm card, I handed over mine. Hehe. The look on Aslam's face was really indescribable. Huhuu~ I wanted to stay at Pizza Hut till 4plus so that me& Baby could just talk. But then, the aircorn was getting really cold. Thus, we both headed home instead. Oh, and I received a random call from my Sister.

S: Kak, where are you now?
M: Huhhh? Errrrr.
S: The truth. Where are you now? {See see, my younger sister acts like the older one to me sometimes. Hehe.}
M: Uhhhh, pizza hut Marina Square la. Why?
S: Oh nothing. M: Huh? Eh! What's going on? Why you call me?
S: Allaaa, nothing la. M: You with Faiq eh? (Aslam becomes a kepo xD)
A: Ehh, ehh Amalina with Faiq? Haha. Eh Jom uh. We all go eat Swensens.
M: Hahaha. Amalina. Jom uh. Abg Aslam ajak go eat Swensens. Bring Faiq la.
S: Allaaaa, no mood la. Next time okay. I wish Abg Aslam rdy what. Hahaha.

Hahaha. Very funny la both my sister and Aslam. Always teasing one another. Especially Aslam about Faiq. Naughty ehhh! Lol. But I like how my sister is close to Aslam in an Abang-adik way now. I really like the fact that Aslam looks out for my little sister and how he said, "Tell your sister to start telling people that she has an older brother. And that her older brother is me. So that guys won't anyhow take advantage of her and also Faiq won't dare to do anything over the limit with her. If anything happens to her, I'll make sure I'll make the person suffer for it. And if Syafiq starts all these gang phase or matrep thing, tell me. I can talk to him and also advice him." Thank you, Aslam [: for helping me look out for my siblings.

After that, headed home. Then then! Baby seriously shocked me. He followed my trick uh! At Eastpoint, he suddenly dragged me to idk where. And then, we were at the sports shop. He took the Adidas slipper {the exact one I bought for him} and said, "Smallest size please." Hehe. Sorry uh your girlfriend's feet is small xD Even at their smallest size, the slippers ARE STILL BIG. omg. Haha. Then, the held my hand, gave the plastic bag to me and said, "Happy anniversary, Baby" with that smileeeeeee. Heheeee. I like, I likee. It makes me melt. Haha! Thank you, Muhammad Aslam for the very shocking anniversary present. But no more okay. You know I don't like it when you buy me expensive stuff. Bleahhh.

Okay now. Picturesssss! But these are just some okay. ;D

Hehehe. Bushukkkkk!

Baby's Adidas Slipper that I bought for him ;D
Now I have it too! Yeayyy.

Birthday Frame (: hopefully, going up on Baby's wall eh. Heh.

It's never perfect for us both,
We agree that we have absolutely nothing in common,
But there must be a reason why this must be working out,
And it's moments like these, that I live for and why I never give up on you.

It's been great knowing you for 3 years, Love.
My bestest most trusted friend, turned into Lover.
And you know what? Even though it's been 19months, I still can't get enough of you. Enough said here. I have written everything in the frame okay? Hee (:

I love you. most ardently.

Big X's & O's!

2009-04-07T23:00:00.005+08:00

"There's a difference between missing a person and missing the times you had with him/her. If you look back, and just reminisce all the happy times, it means you just miss the fun you had with him/her. Not him/her. If you really think back about everything, how he/she hurt you or brought you down to the lowest point and you can still say you Love him/her after that, then YOU MISS HIM/HER. So, tell me now, do you miss HIM/HER or the just times you spent with HIM/HER?"

Cleared the air. Talked things out.
Alhamdulillah, all's fine now. I hope the three of us can still remain friends? (:

New poly hairstyle ;DD Figured it out this afternoon. Hehe.
Now I need to get a new headband. Huhuuu~ Can't wait for my pocket money{!!} I wonder how much it's gonna be. But I plan to save up my first few allowance to the extreme first. Once it piles up, then I'll go crazyyyyy& enjoy! Hehe. Stupid pathetic account left with only 100+ Argh :/

Okay bye.

2009-04-06T20:14:00.015+08:00

Before I lose my cool, please you both, just stop it
I've had enough, I don't wish to listen to anything you have to say
Even though I have so much to say, I feel that it's better off not to
It will just make things worse, I don't know. I just don't see any hope
I'm in the wrong, but I had my reasons for being the way I am
& its not because of Aslam or whatever. It's my OWN reason.

So, please. Stop bringing back this topic.
Let's just live life like we've never known each other.
Maybe it's for the best. I'd like it that way. Thank you.

&goodbye. (:

Arifah Bby!
I remember you telling me you wanted to lose weight right? Well, lately, I've been following this diet. (Don't worry, no pills or starving yourself.) It's all about self control& discipline. You pretty much get to eat what you want to also. Heheh. But it's been almost 3 weeks now and I've lost 2 kg. (: So, you want me to tell you how not, Bby? Haha. LOVES! 1 more kg and I can strike off one thing in my wishlist. Woohoo~ But. My tummy still ain't so flat. Yuckyuck. Boncet. Haha.

Btw, facebook account deleted. I'm damn lazy to handle all these things.
Yeahyeah, anti social pe. So anything Msn or tag at tagboard [: huhu~

I shall not blog so often. Well, I will. But, it'll all be drafted okay. I've gotta get a lot of things done by Bby's birthday& just maybe, by the end of this week, all my drafts will be published [; bye, readers. doink doink doinkkkkkkkk.

And Firdaus! Nice bumping into you just now eh. Haha.
Oh, ohh. HAPPY SEVENTEENTH BIRTHDAY, FARHAN.
Dah besar pe. Heh. All th best for Os this year also eh. Hahaha.

2009-04-03T19:39:00.007+08:00

SICK )':

Didn't have the appetite to eat. Goshh, even when I had that hotdog, I was feeling all, "eeeeeee." Urghhh. Lucky I still got to do most of my housework. Met Baby for a while for some 'medicine'. Haha. Okay it didn't help one bit. But it's totally my fault. I didn't know why I was really craving for it. But by the second stick, dah muakkkk. Lol, no moree uhhh. Lepaked2 till 5pm. Went home, locked the door, changed into my fav shorts {hehe}, then slept so soundly till my sister had to knock the door violently. Make me wake up only. Sheesh. Kaykay. Some pictures taken. Enjoy and bye =D

P.S: I know my eyes like so 'steam' liddat kann. Haha. The flu is srsly killing me.
Oh ohh, & Baby wore my Adidas slippers today! But no pics. Sorry ):

Marlboro hijauuu. /xD Singapore ok.

Big X's & O's!

2009-04-02T16:32:00.005+08:00

"Bby, muka kiter mcm sama gitu eh?" - Aslam. Hahah. Reeeaaalllyy? ^^.

Ahhh, baby ): we are not snapping as much pictures anymoreee. haha. I guess we always get caught up in talking. Tsk tsk. Not a good thing okay. I wanna have more pictures of us {even though I have a gazillion alrdy. hehe.}

Okay, so. Met baby at Simei Platform around 10.30am. Since we both were desperate for seats, we decided to take the train back to Pasir Ris and bounce back. Haha. Went to Plaza Sing first. Walked around, went window shopping abit. And then headed to Pizza Hut to eaaaaaaat! Fuhhhhh~ Till now I'm still full okay. LOL. Had beef lasagna, shroom pasta, regular hawaiian pizza and criss cross fries. Imagine all these food, being fed to only TWO people. Even when the waitress asked, "Do you want any add ons?" she automatically replied, "Haha. I think it's too much already right?" HEHEHEE. Yes it is ;D So we both took our OWN SWEET TIME to eat {Haha!} and headed to Orchard after that.

Went to F21 to find a nice dress to wear on Baby's birthday. But for every dress I had my eyes on, Baby didn't like them ): So, in the end, I didn't get anything from F21. Headed to Cotton On, almost bought long sleeve tees but noooooo. Decided not to because I hate clothes that are too fitting. Went to Isetan, looked around. NOTHING. Topshop, also NOTHING. But in the end, I bought 2 dressy tops ;D Blue and peach colour. They were on sale! Haha.

After that, since Baby was sooooo tired, we headed home. He didn't wanna get his slippers so we just decided to call it a day. Buuuttt, when we were in Eastpoint, I suddenly pulled him to the shop and searched for the slipper he wanted. I just went to the sales girl and said, "Size 8 please", forced Baby to try it on and immediately bought it. Heee. Threw the receipt, of course. And then, I looked at Baby, smiled and said, "Here baby. Happy seventeenth Birthday. I know tak romantic kan I give your present like this. But I love you."

Haha. After that, when we were walking to my house area, he totally didn't utter a word! Then I asked, "Baby. You okay?" And he replied, "No. Nothing uh. I'm just speechless." Hehehe. Speechless konon xD Happy ade uh. I know you've been wanting that slipper since forever. Hehe. Later next month I'll get mine pulak kay. Then we jiwe slipper already. Hehe.

I spent a lot today! Baby didn't come out with one cent pun ehh. Hehe.
Happy happy uh tu. Pffft.~ So I guess, today's treat was counted as Baby's Part 1 of his Sweet Seventeen. The expensive Version! Watch out for Part 2. The cheapskate, romantic Version. Haha.

Alohaaaa oiiiiii, aloha oiiiiii. Haha. Baby! *inside joke.
Alalalala, I love you Muhammad Aslam. Shopping trip again next week eyh.

Big X's & O's!

2009-04-01T17:22:00.020+08:00

~~Ironing the clothes, Clean my room, Clean the kitchen,~~ ~~Wash the toilet,~~ ~~Vacuum& Mop the house.~~

ALL DONE UH SEHHH!

And I'm so happy that I got to clean the kitchen. The sink's all sparkly now! cheychey, Wahidah exaggerating uh. LOL. But I likeeee it when everything's so clean. Wheeeeee~ So nice. Haha. Baby said, "Lucky you gonna become my wife. Later you can always clean the house eh cause you very rajin uh, ayg." Hahaha. Confident, I see. $9,999.99 punye antaran okay. Hehe. No less than that uh. Kalau nak lebih, boleh. Heehee.

NOW I WANNA LEPAKZXZXZXZXXZXZ!
Tmrw, I shall just vacuum& mop early in the morning. Iron whatever clothes. And then, head out to meet my Babyyyyy(: Shopping trip, shopping tripppp. Gonna get my Baby his superduper early advanced Birthday Present tmrw. Hehehe. Saya suka okay. Then, Pizza Hut againnnnn. Gonna eat like crazy. {Btw, Pizza Hut is ASLAM'S favourite, not mine. Tsk tsk.}

Adam, Adam, Adam ♥ What a kickass performance tonight.
But then again, Adam always gives a kickass performance. Haha.
Why oh Why are you gay, Adaaaaam? Wasted uh.

7 more days to your seventeenth.
8 more days to our nineteen months [:

Ohh ohh! & I forgot to blog about something funny that happened to my cat recently. These few days, there has been some construction going on at my block area. Usually, if my cat wants to, how shall we put it. Ahh! POOP. He will dig at the grass under my block or smthg to poop or God knows where he finds his spot to poop. Hehe. I think because of the construction, he didn't poop at his usual place. Instead, he comes home early in the morning. And how unfortunately, at a time that I was showering. Haha. When I got out, I saw him sitting in front of the toilet door & he kept meow-ing.

M: Titiii, titi what you want uh?
T: *meows for a number of times*
M: Huhh? you want to masuk toilet eh? cannot uh.
T: *meows* & then 'digs' the floor.
{usually, when a cat starts digging, even though its not sand or whatever, it means it wants to POOP.}

M: Titi, NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! *shooos him away to the door. Go berak downstairs lah.
T: *meows* AND I SWEAR HIS FACE LOOKED LIKE HE'S TELLING ME, "sakit perut laaa!"
M: Okay okay. But you cannot go master bedroom toilet. Must go kitchen punye kay.
T: *meows* with that sakit perut face again
M: Come come. *directs him to kitchen toilet.
BUT, he didn't follow me. He went into my parent's room instead.
M: Titiiii! Cannot berak here lah. Don't. You think you so big issit. Can berak in master bedroom toilet. Go kitchen la. Then later easier for me to wash. Or else ibu& ayah punye bedroom smelly la.
T: *meows* and still doesn't wanna go kitchen toilet.

5minutes later.

N {Nenek}: Wahidah! Kenape dgn Titi? Asyik meow aje.
W: Dia nak berak uh, Nek. Akak suruh masuk toilet dapur taknak. Dia nak toilet ibu.
N: *laughs. Titiii, mari mari. Nak berak kan. Gi toilet mari.

5 minutes later

N: Wahidah! Titi taknak la. Dahlah tu. Taknak sudah. Biar dia masuk toilet Ibu.
W: Haaaa?! Tapi nanti busuk la, Nek.
N: Tkper tkper. Nanti kau cuci jer. Daripada dia berak kat sini. Baik kau kasi dia masuk toilet skrg. Muka dia pun macam dah sakit perut gitu.
W: Hmm yelah yelah. *carries Titi to toilet*
W: Nah, Titi! Masuk toilet. Hurry up berak. I must wash after that.
T: *digs& proceeds to POOP* Looks at me and then, *meowwwwwww*
W: Kay lah, Kay lah. I tak tengok kay. *closes door.

Hahaha! Kental rightttt. But it's true. I treat my cat like my friend/ a real human being sometimes. Blahblehbluuuu, if you think I'm wierd, whateverrrrr~ I love Titi even though he makes me clean up his shit& he troubles me whenever I try to give him a bath. Haha. & honestly, whenever I feel lonely, lying down beside my cat in bed helps make the lonliness go away. Hahah! And I miss the times Titi used to sleep with me in my bed. And then, I'll wake up early because he'll always bite my leg. Alamakkkk. Haha. Nabilah Huda, if you're reading this, I know you're jealous because you've been trying to get Titi eversince.. Forever! Hahaha :P

Big X's & O's!

2009-04-01T11:55:00.002+08:00

Ohmygosh. I am really, STILL sleepy right now

Timecheck: 11:57am.

And the reason I'm so damn sleepy is due to the phone conversation till 3am+ yesterday night with Aslam. Hahaha. It was so random. He wanted to play his Xbox at midnight. And then, we got so caught up in talking till he said, "ahh eh. nvm uh. xbox tmrw can plaaaay." Hehe. And I still have no idea what we both could actually talk about from 7pm to 3am? Fck. Haha. But got breaks in between la. But still. 7pm to 3am? Both gone crazy already or something. Haha.

I was thinking of doing extra today. Like clean the toilet or something. Because I keep seeing ants here& there. Eeee. And I know I will definitely clean the kitchen. Fishheadcurry la. Ystd night, I screamed to Aslam because I saw 3 cockroaches there. Like wtf, 3 at the same time? Then I kept spraying the insecticide thing and he kept saying to me, "Dah uh, Bby. Don't spray anymore. Nanti dia mati lah." Haha. So geliii. Okay so, I shall clean my room, vacuum& mop the house, clean the kitchen, and then finish up my ironing ahhhh! Or else I cannot go out tmrw :/

Ayg says, "why not we go CoffeeBean for Brunch tmrw?"
Haha. How random. & I thought he didn't like coffeebean.
Then maybe movie+pizza hut. Aslam hidupmati Pizza Hut rdy uh. LOL.

Okay I shall get started now.

Big X's & O's!

Again - Natasha Bedingfield.

2009-03-31T16:56:00.012+08:00

Hands over my head thinking what else could go wrong
Would've stay in bed, How can the day be so long

Never believe that things happen for a reason
But how this turned out, removed all my doubts so believe
And for you I'd do it all over again, do it all over again
All I went through, led me to you
So I'd do it all over again, For you

I missed the first train, stood out in the rain, all day
Little did I know, when I caught the next train,
There you were to sweep me away
Guess that's what I waited for

Never believe that things happen for a reason
But how this turned out, removed all my doubts so believe
And for you Id do it all over again, do it all over again
All I went through, led me to you so I'd do it all over again

Who ever thought a day gone so wrong, would turn out so lovely
So glad I found you
Even though the day went so wrong, I wouldn't change a thing
I would do it, I'd do it all over again
Do it all over again
All I went through, led me to you
So I'd do it all over again
I'd do it all over
I'd do it all over
I'd do it all over for you, for you, for you
All I went through, led me to you
So I'd do it all over again

Who ever thought a day gone so wrong, would turn out so lovely
Who ever thought a day gone so wrong, could turn out so lovely

All I've been doing is complaining, whining and crying over our past. Blaming you for the fact that you left me when actually it was my fault. Till this day, I've been carrying the hurt and scar that you left me with. But I was selfish to have forgotten to put myself in your position. The Life we both lived after we separated was all a Lie. We both were pretending to be someone we're not to prove each other wrong. When the truth is, and will always remain to be, that we both need one another.

But till today, I have never regretted anything in the past [: Everything we both did, led us back to each other's arms. Even though we broke one another's heart at times, It never really tore us apart in the end. Cause look where we are now, LoverBoy. We've grown, we've learnt our lessons& we know each other better. Sometimes I know you even more better than you know yourself {and vice versa}

I'd do it all over again. Just for you.
I'd go through the days we both have huge fights.
Because in the end, I know things will turn out perfectly (:
But what I would really go through all over again for US,
Is the time we first met. It still makes my heart flutter.
And I know you can never stop talking about it again and again.

I Love You Ever So Dearly, Muhammad Aslam.
But truth is, no words can actually put the way I truly feel for you.

2009-03-30T17:46:00.005+08:00

Macam nak cut hair gitu. Very hot& rimas uhh. But when I saw the fascinated Look on Baby's face when I showed him how my REAL {meaning straight} hair looked like, tak menjadi horrrr. Hahaha! Let it grow laa, even though it seems irritating that every morning I wake up too messy hair. Tsk tsk. At least I know someone's happy with my long hair ;D Heee.

Very simple day with the boyfriend [:
He came over my house around 11am, played games on my laptop {as usuaaal} while I did the housework, joke here joke there, nibbled on Mars Bars and so much more lah! Hahaha. Today, I saw Aslam's childish sideeee! Haha. You know I know eh Aslam. Ketawa terkekek-kekek macam gini HAHAHAHAHA! But I likeeeeeee. Huhu~ Then we played this tickling game. Aslam laughed like momok. So, I told him, "Bby. Don't laugh liddat, like setan." Terus he looked at me and laughed the same way with his eyes all JULING or smthg. Wtfishcakesss laa! So irritating. Then I cried xD Terus he stoppp. Lol. This guy always gets tricked by my fake tears. Hehe.

Today, I found another reason why Aslam is different from other guys and why I loveee him so ♥

After eating, my stomach began to feel pain. Which resulted in me farting very loud for a number of times. But instead of going all, "EEEE, baby", he just looked at me and smile. In the sweetest way. Awwwww. Hahaha. And I swear I've never farted in front of anyone. Not even in front of my friends or whatever. But with Aslam, OHMYGOD. I can even fart so loudly without feeling shy. Heheee. I loveloveloveloveeeeee you uhh, Aslam! Sumpah tak bedek I feel like doing this to you right now. {points to the emoticon} Hahaha. xD

Then after I prayed at 3+pm, Aslam& I headed to Eastpoint. He was nice enough to treat me late lunch. Awww, thanks Baby! ;D Heee. Then, we talked about our families etcetc. It feels nice to share your family stuff with someone close to you. Like, what you& your Mum fight about. Stuff like that. & thing about Aslam is, he knows how I feel because we both are the eldest among the family. Okay, he's not the eldest, but he is the eldest Abang. Hee. And another thing is, he will make me realize my mistakes. For example, even though he knows sometimes I feel pissed with the way my Mum or Dad does things around in the family, he will always remind me that I am their daughter and I have no right to be rude to them. Which is true. Haha. People who know me well would know that sometimes I just tend to voice out how I feel without caring about other's feelings or what not. But the only reason I'm that way is because I'll always endure and give in to others.. until my patience runs out. Haha. Oh well.

Accompanied Baby to Mrt Station, bought for Nenek Ice Kachang & then headed home.
Now I wanna play hotel626 with my Sister. Okay byeee.

Whole day with Aslam =

Big X's And O's!

2009-03-29T17:21:00.002+08:00

This is for ArifahBby. ♥
Big huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuug! Hehee.

2009-03-29T16:09:00.005+08:00

So today, I skipped Madrassah since Tiara wasn't coming. Or else, I'd die alone due to 2 hours of boredoom ready. Hahahaa.

I went all the way to Compasspoint to meet Shikif. I feel so proud of myself today because I did smthing good. I didn't smoke even though there was a ciggy right in front of me. Do you have any idea how happy& proud I felt? Yeayyy. Furthermore, I was wearing tudung. Luckily I purposely put it on even though I wasn't going to Madrassah. HAHA! Acheivement uhh. {Chey, mcm phm. Haha!} We both headed to the library to borrow Malay novels. I borrowed 2 - "Sentuhan Cinta" & "Janjiku Bersamamu" Yes uh! Finally, I got Malay novels to read. Hahaa. So I must get my tissuebox prepared because Malay Novels make me cry okay. Sumpah tak bedek. Huhuuu~

After borrowing books {which I must return on 19 April!} went to eat at Macs. And after that, I begged my sister to accompany me to Ikea to get stuff. Hehee. So now, I'm only left with two more things to buy for your preparation eyyh. ;D Talked talked talked with Sissy. Honestly, it feels like so long since I've spent quality time with her. Haha. And it felt gooood. Laughed A LOT uh! Especially laughed at the way she laughed. Hehe xD You know, I don't feel so 'old' with my younger sister. Even though she's younger, she sometimes acts like the older one between us both. And it feels nice sometimes. To know that I have both an older and younger sister. Hahaha.

Reached home. But I didn't get to rest. Brother wanted to head to Eastpoint to get his PSP fixed. So me, my sister went to accompany him. Yeayyy, the three of us together ;D Hehe. And I swear I feel like sepak-ing them. Always bullying me uh! Hide from me la and everything. Make me so paiseh only. Lol. And I don't feel so old with them. Heee. Cause I'm (almost) the shortest among us three. Hehee. Anyways, I bought a few of my poly stationery already. My pencil box is with Syafiq, I purchased a few pens and I finally got my lecture notebook! And I managed to customize it when I got home [: Wanna seeeeeeeeee? Hehe.

TA-DAA-AA!! And if you observe properly, you can spot Aslam's sec 1/2 passport photo there. Hehe [: I told Baby, "So now, everytime I listen to lectures and get sleepy, I will look at this coverpage and I will see your face. Then, I will stay awake and realize that I have to work hard for our future." Haha. OUR future eh. Hmmmm.

Alright. Now, I'm kind of tired. But I must do my chores.
It's raining seyy! Very nice weather to sleep. Huhu~

Aite everyone. Happy Sunday& Happy schooling tmrw. {for those shooling} Haha!

Big X's & O's!

2009-03-28T23:36:00.005+08:00

ohmygosh! I'm seriously so full right now.

And Jurizal hit my arm so hard just now. It's not pain uh. But I felt my veins twist okay. Hahaha. Now my arm cannot anyhow turn already ): Urghhhh.

Today was Spring Cleaning Saturday! Haha. Vacuumed& mopped more than usual today. You know, like, did it at the hard-to-reach places too. Haha. Wiped off the dust on the furniture, cleaned the room& kitchen, washed windows. Seee, I told you it's Spring Cleaning Saturday. Hahaha. I got up quite late though. Around noon? Because ystd night, Ibu, Ayah& I headed to Railway station to lepak and then to Mustafa. Hehe. I showed Dad the LG KS 360 I wanted! And it's so much cheaper at Mustafa uh. Hehe. I found this Sony tv that I fell in Love at first sight with okay. It's in PINK! Hahaha, that's why. Mum said that only when Amalina has finished her Os, then she'll buy us that Tv to put in our room. Ishk. Haha.
ohoh! and I got one thing to strike off Baby's sweet 17 birthday preparation already. Hee xD

Watched hindustan after spring cleaning. Then, I kept making Mum laugh by dancing like the 'split personality' heroin in the movie. hehe. Go watch uhhh! It has a pretty interesting twist. Akshay Kumar made it super funny too. Huhu~ So it's like horror+mystery+comedy. ;D Okay, now I forgot the title. *smacks head. Hahaha. Then, chat with Bby at msn for a while. And afterwards, around 6plus, got ready to meet relatives at Simpang Bedok.

FINALLY SAW KAK ZUZU UH! Tapi tak berbual banyak hor. Cause she was with her sisters& I was with mine. Hahah. Ate ate ate alottttt! Fuhhhhh~ And it was all Obek Jamal's treat. Yummyyy. It's been so long since I ate seafood. When I saw the hotplate beancurd {MY FAVOURITE!!!}, my heart literally jumped up& down. Hahah! Kay, Wahidah. Don't dramamama. Lol. The only thing I didn't really like was prawn nestum(?) because it was like oats with prawn? Eeeeek! Too sweet uh. Unlike butter crab/prawn. But unfortunately, buttercrab/prawn finish already. ): Tkpe, tkper. Ayahhhhh! When you wanna belanja us seafood eh? Hehe. Aslam confirm cannot follow to this family outing. Cause allergic to seafood! Hahah xD or we eat seafood, Aslam order personal plate of mee goreng. Heee.

Chat with the cousins, played around with ~~Baby~~ Ariff! Haha, cannot call baby anymore ready. Because he can talk! Wow. Seems like just yesterday he was still using baby language. Hahah. He kept saying to me, "Arif nak sleeeeep." but in the end, tak tidur tidur. Hahah! Kept playing around with the rest of us lor. Lol. Mum said me& Adly looked alike. -__________-" which is so random and not true. Because Adly hitam! HAHAHA. Kay, evil eh. Heheh. And then, Jurizal punched me. {this is stated above} because we were challenging who punched hardest. And I kept teasing him about the last time when I punched him and he criedddddd. Awww. Haha!

Headed home from Simpang around 11.30? Luckily from Simpang to my house is only like a 10min car ride. Hehe. This is why Simpang is my favourite tempat makannnnn. Heh. Only for night time uh. Night time then happening kannnn. Haha.

My arm is still pain D: And now, I'm kinda exhausted. Heh.
No pictures taken. Booo. But anyway, I still had fun with my Dad's side of the family.
I love family gatheringssss. And what more with my Dad's side. Since everyone's so funny and loves cracking up jokes. Hahahaa. Kecoh sehhh! And imagine, when on a normal day, it's this kecoh. What else during Hari Raya? Haha, just imagine. ;DDD

Called up Baby a few mintues ago. I swearrrrrr I miss him A LOT even though I've already met him ystd. And upon hearing his voice, I was like, "ahhhhh. finally." I loveeeeeee you, Aslammmmm! Macam nak give you big hug gitu kan. Tmrw also not meeting. Ahhhpfffft. And I hate the fact that your prepaid low. Haha. Save up& go topup soon kay bby. Mmuah! Happy malaysia-ing tmrw. Heee. [:

Madrassah tmrw.
Monday-Friday, staying at home(?) Haha. Must clean the house uhhhh. & prepare. heh. Saturday, I'm heading to Bedok Library with Nabilah& Mal to study& find Malay novels. Sunday, maybe I'd ask my Dad to teman me to Queensway to find stuff. Yepyep. =D

Big X's & O's!

2009-03-27T18:13:00.027+08:00

HAHAHA. helloooo =DD I find today pretty funny.

The initial plan was to just talk over prata and all. BUT, Baby& I ended up going to Bugis to watch Confessions of A Shopaholic. Haha :D next time we watch horror movie k bby. then scare you till you pee. hehe xD I came up with the idea to watch a movie because I couldn't stand the thought of being seen with Baby when he's supposed to go for his Friday prayers. >;/ But, it's no point forcing really. If he goes for Friday prayers just because I told him to, he might as well not go at all. & I think I pretty much 'bahasa-kan' him already during in the cinema since we both saw alot of his gang. hehe.

Train-ed to Bugis. Aslam& I were having a very serious/ fruitful conversation for the first time. {haha, ahchey! tak lah! just talked more sense instead of just joking around} & then upon reaching Bugis, I 'lectured' him about Masjid Sultan being near to the MRT station. I was being quite serious until I realized I don't know what the hell I was lecturing to Aslam about and wether I made sense. And then he stopped me, gave me THE LOOK and said, "Bby. Now you know what you're talking about or not? You not making sense tau." Hahaha! And from there, we joked alot uh. Ketawa terkekek-kekek cannot carry okay! Hehe. I've never laughed so much before, I swear. And this time, I laughed in a high pitch tone. Haha!

So, we both were all giggly at Bugis until the freaking Cinema pissed us off. Halfway into the movie, it suddenly stopped screening.URGH! who tak bingit, you tell me? so, lesson learnt. NEVER GO TO BUGIS' CINEPLEX! Oh oh. And on top of that, tickets were $8. Apparently, we forgot to tell the counterperson that we were students. I mean, c'mon laah. My height is a confirmed student duhhh. People are always complaining that I'm short& have that babyface look. Then why that counterperson kental uhhh. Okay, but that one's more like my fault. Hee. Aslam& I will stick to Marina's, Downtown's or Orchard's cineplex eyy. Heh. But it doesn't hurt to try other cinemas too. I wanna try Tiong Bahru Plaza. But I swear that Mall sucks. No decent foodcourt or cheap, HALAL, proper food. pfft.

After the movie, headed to Marina Square's Pizza Hut to get Lunch. Talked talked talked, eat eat eat, yummmmmy~. Aslam kept rubbing it into me that he's going to Malaysia on Sunday to celebrate his birthday {at Pizza Hut} with his family. And that he'll get to order sampai perut boncet sekali. Haha. ;D Enjoy okayy, bby. You deserve it. It's your birthday anyway. Hehe. & since you know where I'm taking you to your bday, you should eat moreeeee at Malaysia until puas hati. Heh.

After lunch, wanted to head home. But I insisted on dropping by Esplanade's rooftop first since it's been so long since I've been there. Anyway, that place got a lot of memories right, Aslam? ^^. Heh. So, around 5pm, we started to head home. Mrt was packed okay. And since Aslam was in a rush to get home, we couldn't miss MRTs like we usually do. Pffft. Oh, oh! Sorry, Aslam for teasing you A LOT while train-ing home. Hehe, you know what I mean. But spider or no spider, I love you laaaaaaa bby ♥ Always and forever. Heee. Since Aslam was in a rush, I told him I'd walk home by myself and he can go straight home. See, I'm not so dependent on boyfriend okay xD I can still manage by myself. Bleahhh~

Very tiring day. Met at 11.30am, reached home by 6pm. Booo.
But every moment spent with Bby was worth it ;D Haha.

Okay (some) pictures! =DDD

Haha! I ♥♥ the hot pink wall. But bby's a bad photographer. Haha ;P

Bushuuuuk! Haha. "Bby, I suke when you sniff my cheeks. Make me feel cute uh." ;D

P.S: Told you I'm not the girl you can easily mess around with,
Told you I'd hit back if you even try to take advantage of me,
Told you I'm daring enough to do things you can't imagine.

"Chey! Wahidah dah fierce uh. Dah boleh lawan laki pe?"
Hahah. Bumped into a few of my ex-lepak friends. And this was what they said. Tskk.

Today was LOVE! Thank you, Aslam. For the time spent.
And He so randomly said, "Youuuuu, exactly 5months to your birthday." HAHA KENTAL.

2009-03-26T14:05:00.011+08:00

Timecheck: 12.10am now. Hahah [:
Currently watching American Idol On Channel 5 with Mum.
& I just fell in Love♥ with Adam's performance {yet, again! No suprise there}

"A relationship isn't about how the pieces fit perfectly on the spot. It's about trying and making the effort to make the pieces fit altogether. Only when you've tried a numerous deal of time, and yet failed again& again, only then it's time to accept that it's not meant to be. But as long as there's Unconditional Love, you'll do anything to make it work. So have faith and believe in yourself and your partner.

Two people who have everything in common might end up walking in different directions. Yet, Two people who have nothing in common might just end up being soulmates. So, it doesn't matter how much things you have in common. It's about what you are willing to do to make things work."

-Yours truly, Wahidah ;D

Copycats& Rippers can go to the trashcannn.
But if you want this quote/phrase, must credit me :D heh.

Alright then. Shall finish my chores for tmrw since I'll be meeting Baby at Noon. Yeaaaaay :D I can't wait! Haha.

Goodnight! Xoxo,

2009-03-25T21:27:00.018+08:00

My day was simply spent [:
And I think that after today, I have a rough idea of what I'm gonna wear for first day of school. Hehe. Geeky Wahidah(?) Woohoo~ ;D

Dear Loverboy,
"And when the storm is about to hit us, remind yourself to use your heart, not your mind. For your mind will turn you into a realist and convince you that I'm not needed. But your heart will keep telling you to be strong and toughen yourself throughout because I am the one whom you see in your dreams every night."

I♥U, Aslam.
Lovesickkkkkkkkkk. & hungry ): Okay bye.

He fought for me.

2009-03-24T18:04:00.004+08:00

At 5.33pm

donnii lampost says:
im veri sorry
Wahidah. ;D says:
for?
donnii lampost says:
everitin
Wahidah. ;D says:
no its okay.
donnii lampost says:
i dun wan to leave u
i wan to be tere fr u
alwaes beside u even in tis sitituation
i wan to stand by u
i will fight fr u,and fr ur happiness
im not d immature guy juz leave tis behind
i wan to face tis togetha wif u
i will protect u everi single day everi day
i will take care of u until my last breath
juz remmbr u re not alone to face all tis
im here fr u even it makes me feel bad or disgrace
but wat i noe i wan u to be wif me, and watever its is we face it togetha
ur past, lets treat it as a lesson to learn
ppl toks abt u, but i dun even give a damn, wat i noe its u wun do it again
i dun wan to u give up in life juz lyke tat
i here fr u, rmmbr tat always
i love you wahidah, stick wif me

At 6.52pm

"I love you. I hope u make a gud n wise decision. I dun mind u dun wan be wif me. Juz tink abt ur happiness k."

At 7.32pm

"I dun care abt ur decision animore. Wat i wan is u. I dun care, i will fight fr u."

And now, the question is, how much can I trust your words?

2009-03-23T23:23:00.010+08:00

Let go of yesterday,
Not gonna care what people say,
Cause I know who I am back then is not who I am right now.

Hello, two-faced world.
Now I know.

And this is why I wanna start anew. Who I am back then is GONE. But hell no, the people around are always stopping me. Blog url changed again& again, email changed & pretty soon, gonna change my hp number and only give it to certain people. So, why oh why, are you people {esp spammer} still stopping me? IDIOT.

On a brighter note;
I♥YOU, Aslam.
Despite it all, you stayed with me till the end.
& thank you for that warm heartfelt conversation. That was really needed.

Goodbye.

2009-03-21T23:11:00.007+08:00

Haha. I look huge in the first pictureeeeeeeee. :/ Eeeee. Hehe. Anyway, it was hilarious when we were trying to snap the photos above. {Aslam's idea btw. LOL.} Because people kept passing by& we were too shy to pose like we wanted to. Haha. No nice shots ): Only these 3 kental ones. Haha. I was very selekeh today. Tied my hair up etcetc as the weather was seriouslyyyyyy hot lah! Haiyo. Haha.

So anyway, early in the morning, as usual I finished my chores before going out. Met Aslam and headed to Expo for the Adidas sale. Not a good sale okay ): But I LOVE the Robinsons Sale uh! Mum please bring me and Amalina thereeeee. Pretty Espirit tops being sold below 20 bucks, ohmygoshhhhhhhhh {!!!!} So anyway, after all that window shopping, went to get lunch at Afghanistan. Next time we'll go Rasa 21 eh Aslam [: haha. Halfway through, Irfan Nasir came. My primary school friend& Aslam's bestfriend now. Hahaha. He is superrduperrrrr tall lah, I tell you! Sheesh. And HE TALKS A LOT, SUMPAH TAK BEDEK KAY. Very chatty you know. But he made me laugh a lot uh. Malay class times, etcetc. Meeting him & more of Aslam's friends on Monday, I think? Cause we're all going to play LAN(?) Hahahah. Some zombie game lah and they both asked me to tag along. Huhuu~

Around 3pm++, went back to Simei. Found a spot to lepakkkzzxzxz! {LOL} Talk talk talk, joke joke joke. I swear Aslam made me laugh A LOT I tell you. Subhanallah. I really laughed at the way he talked. I mean, no offence to anyone who's Indian or anything. But this video isn't to criticize you all kay. It's just a joke btwn us both. You see, since I met Aslam, I've been insisting that he has a little bit of Indian blood in him because he does have a little bit of Indian features. But he keeps denying it. Soooo, in the end he got fed up and started speaking HIS OWN CREATED language. I repeat, this video is not to offend any Race. It's just our own personal private joke, alright? [:

And after this, there was one part where I ran away from him, & he started chasing me while SHOUTING HIS OWN LANGUAGE. It really sounded like orang cari gaduh seh. Hahaha. I was too embarassed already till I stopped and let him run all the way to the front. Haha. Pffft. Even my sister gave that ?!?@?@?! expression when she saw Aslam behaving that way when she passed my laptop to me. LOL. Okay, after all that, we sat somewhere else and started singing random songs. HAHAHA. Almost cried when I heard him sing "Rela Setia". Very very sweet I tell you. Heee ^^.

At 6pm++, he headed home. I k.o-ed at my living room sofa. Huhu~
Even though I didn't go anywhere far, it's kind of a tiring day I think?
But best of all, we both spent a lot of time yet not so much money gone {!!!!!}

One thing about Aslam that makes him so different from any other guy I've met, is that he truly, sincerely accepts me despite my flaws. Other guys might already have been disgusted by the way I laugh sometimes, my horrible habits & my oh-so-sudden temper. Yes, me and a temper. Random right? I'm sorry Aslam that lately, I've been very cranky and moody with you. Tak dapat budak ni nak manja2 kat aku. Hehehe! But despite me sometimes cursing him& all, he still doesn't scold me. Instead, he texted me {while he was berak-ing tau!}, "I don't care about you having a temper or whatsoever. As long as you realize that having a temper is bad for both of us and I see you making an effort to get rid of it. But no matter what, I won't leave you." Heheh. Made my heart melt, of course. ;)

:D :D
And with each passing day, I learn that there's more about you to Love.
The best part is that it doesn't end here. There's still more to go [:
Insyaallah. If this boy here will stay with me. Heh.

Okay, goodnight!
XOXO.

2009-03-20T11:43:00.007+08:00

Heading out to meet Aqilah in 30mins time :D

Excited to meet this friend of mine whom I haven't seen in a while. Always planned to meet up but in the end, tak menjadi cause of unforseen circumstances. Shucks >:/ but lucky today Ibu didn't halang me from going out or something. Instead, she's gonna join us for syarahan tonight :D Yeay. But not only am I excited about all these, I'm also excited about wearing my hijab again ;D hehe.I only wear it on Sundays -.-" so it's kind of a change that I'm wearing it today. Slowly slowly yer, Wahidah. Heeee.

I'm done with my housework. Left with vaccuming, which is my sister's job for today.
:) Hehhh.

28th March - Soccer match with cousins/ photography session (?)
April 3rd/4th - outing with primary school bbygirls.
April 8th - Aslam's seventeenth. {haha. I got it all planned rdy. huhu~}

I have to save up for these 3 outings. Haha.
And I got exactly 3 weeks left till my orientation starts on the 16th. After that, no more plans to be made alreadyyyyyyyy ): Pfft. I feel like going for one last session of sheesha, ice skating, roller blading, cycling, photography sesions {!!!!} But moneeeeeeeey is the issue. Haha. Mum told me to spend those 3 weeks STUDYING& READING. Mcm phm. Haha. But, it doesn't need money. So just maybe, I'll do so. *thinks.

Okay bye!

[edit]
woah. I'm home :D 12.36am. HUHUUU~ Okay uh. Actually. I just finished bathing etcetc.

The syarahan was funnnnnnnnn [: Hehe. The ustazah is super good, I tell you. She's funny and she tends to make sense, sarcastically. My favourite. LOL. Anywayy, besides that, I learnt a lot today. From my ustazah Aqilah also. Ahcheyyyy~ Hehe. Just cleared a few of my doubts with her regarding some hadith. I've still got some more reading to do. Insyaallah, with the time I have left, I can finish up most of it. And another thing I wanna do more research on is Hari Kiamat. Got some details from Aqilah just now. Yeay. Now that's a start. I really had fun learning for the whole day. From the moment I solat-ed jumaat and so on. Thank you Aqilah for guiding me today even though I know I'm superduper blur until it irritates you. Hehe ;) Thanks, sister. And Aqilah evil eh! heheheh. You know, I know. Hehehe. ^^.

After that, my family picked me up. We all headed to East Coast Macs. Sat, eat eat eat, talk talk talk, and went home. Mum suggested to go for a walk but my siblings& I were all exhausted already. So, we'll be going cruising tmrw instead [: Yeay! Hehe. Now I wanna ressssssst. Oh wait. I must do my Isyak prayers first. LOL.

And thanks to Aslam, tmrw I have to stay awake after Subuh to do the housechores. Cause I've gotta meet him at 10.30am to accompany him to some fair at Expo. Last minute eh, Aslam! Pfft. Thanks uh. But I Love You ♥ Haha.

In short; A tiring but USEFUL day ;D

XOXO. goodnight!
[/edit]

2009-03-19T18:10:00.008+08:00

I need a temp job. Like only for a few days.
Then the money I get shall be given to my Dad to pay my bill. which bombed to 100+?
EFF ITTTTTTTTTTTT. urgh. I feel so angry with myself for not having self control.
~~& then, A totally accused me of calling other people. LIKE WTH HELLO, I DONT CALL ANYONE ELSE EXCEPT FOR YOU OKAY. even if i do, it'll be like short 5min conversations. Pantattttt~~~

kay, scratch that. I have a wonderful boyfriend who is willing to help me anytime, anywhere, anyplace, on anything. thank you so much. & also, thank you for making me make that promise. seriously, it's been so long since I held a stick. And till now, I'm still afraid that if someone offered me one, I'll just take it. But my boyyyyy Aslam, already taught me of ways how to avoid that situation. :D how ironic, that he's ~~telling~~ FORCING me to quit when he himself is a heavy smoker -.-" haha. ♥

>:/
outing was fun. but damn, the end of today ruined it.

Outing was greatttttt :D I'm sorry to say this but I'M ECSTATIC THAT I GOT INTO TP. Travelling to Jurong today just made me realize that I'm not the type who is prepared to wake up 2hours in advance early in the morning and head to school 1 hour in advance before the class starts. Dangggggggg. Not rubbing it in to anyone eyh. Haha. :) But I really salute those who are willing to travel all the way to pursue their course.

I realize that I'm really really lazy. I'm just settling, not pursue-ing what I want. Honestly, kalau ikutkan hati, I really want an Alevel cert so that it's easier to get a place for me in a university. And if I'm pursue-ing what I want, then I'd be in MI or something now. Maybe have a shot for Innova/ Serangoon in the past. But noooooo, Wahidah just decided to settle with whatever she could and not fight for what she really wanted. But who says Diploma(s) aren't good enough right? But honestly, why am I sooooo lazy to fight for what I want in Life? Especially when it comes to school.. a job.. sometimes even when I'm shopping! sheesh. I just tend to SETTLE with it. Haha but oh well. If i become the type of person who's all, "I want this. period. Nothing can stop me", abit too wrong also right. I think.. Hahahaha. Kay, shall shut up nowwww.

Goodnight.

2009-03-18T16:50:00.006+08:00

I really have the sudden urge to;

1. Just sit somewhere peaceful& quiet, away from the people. And read the Hadith 40 book Mum bought. After that, do more research on it.

2. Have a picnic at a place where the scenery is beyond beautiful. And just have a talk with whoever that follows me. {plus take pichassss!}

3. Read a dropdead romantic novel. OR get back on my amaths to refresh my brain. Gosh. I was really blur when I had to help out Kai with his engineering maths a few weeks ago.

I seriously have no idea why I suddenly, so unexpectedly just want peace& quiet. Have time alone or just a person or two. Read useful articles/ books etc. Find out more about reality, religion, current affairs etc. I'll get to it. I promise myself I'll get to it. I really want that book I saw at Airport's bookshop kay. "The Rules Of Love". Hahah. Very very usefulllll :D

Met Love today after having a big fight last night. Sudah tu sudah okay. Haha. Got cheesecake to soothe the pain. Ahhhcheyyyyy~! Takdelah. Hahaha. My cousins went swimming today. Haiya, sorry couldn't tag along with you all eh. Anyway, Zuzu wants to have a picnic/soccer match next Saturday. Cousins, siape nak ikuttttt? [:

Tmrw going swimming at Jurong w Aslam.
But I feel like going Botanic Gardens& have a picnic instead.
I know people keep thinking that I spend too much time with Aslam. -.-" But I don't care. Because, when school starts, no way will I have time for him anymore even though our schools are 5minutes apart. I can feel it already. So, since now, I'm having all the time in the world {haha. eh bedek.}, I'll spend it all with him :)

Hmmmmmmmmm. Kay, bye.

[edit]
Now let's seriously start afresh.

Friendster account deleted (again! haha.) :D
Facebook account remains. But I might just delete it once poly starts.
MSN email changed. but honestly, i'm so lazy to add back everyone. lol.
so maybe i'd just wait for whoever who bothers to add, add me first. eh add me leh!

deeisagirl.09@live.com

:D

sorry uh. but idk why i'm feeling so lazy for fster, facebook (?) & msn right now. pffft. i can only bother to keep this blog alive. haha. but i bet there will be some point of time where i'll be very lazy to update it already.

Alright then, I wanna do my chores now. {yes, at 11.29pm wtf haha.}
& it's irritating that my internet connection is so bloody slow. urgh. be patient wahidah. *breathes in & out. hahahaha. Gonna have to wake up at 7am tmrw. 7! arghhh.

XOXO, goodnight everyone!
[/edit]

He's just not that into you.

2009-03-17T18:03:00.003+08:00

Now I've got two phones! Hehehe. Ahhcheyy~ No luh.
Mine's the red one while the other one is Aslam's. Haha. Well, Aslam's spare phone to be more precised. He uses that phone to play games only. And now, since his Xbox has already been fixed, he lend me his phone so that I don't feel mendak at home anymore. Hahaha :D

Early in the morning around 10am++, met Aslam. Collected his new Xbox. Then watched He's just not that into you at Orchard Ceneleisure. Nice movie. I like the way they're all linked. Haha. & I like the way that Alex guy can read a guy&girl's mind when in that dating/relationship/flirt moment. Haha. In the end, he became the girl he fell for, desperate& fallen too deep [: Awwwww. Hehe. Not so much of a happy ending but well, that's life. Not everyone gets their happy endings right? Then, Aslam kept teasing me by saying I'll turn out like the married man who cheated on his wife. Whatever lah! Haha. Sekali you're the one who cheat on me. Sheesh.

Had Lunch. & then train-ed home. I'm very exhausted. Have fun with your Xbox eh Aslam! Haha. I think tmrw I shall join my cousins to go swimming. I need the exercise, really. Okay then. I wanna lepakkkk at my bed now :D heh.

XOXO.

Just can't help falling for you.

2009-03-16T19:07:00.011+08:00

Not so much pics taken on Day 1 of chalet.
But on Day 2, oh so manyyyyyyyyyyyy :D Hehehee.

I'll roughly blog about the chalet okay. & let the pictures do most of the talking.

Day One was alright. Met Aslam first, got his new Nike shoes {hehe. suke eh, abg! :P} and after that, headed to the chalet. At first it was very mendak cause the food haven't come& most of my relatives weren't there yet. So me, Aslam& my sis eat tidbits while watching tv in our own personal room. cheychey! tak la. just a separate room. lol. but still, too mendak rdy! so me& aslam went to waterbreaker @ pasir ris park. he smoke smoke smoke, we snap snap snap. then he came up with this random idea to go play bowling. ajak-ed my sis, but by the time we reached ehub, the bowling thing like super full lah. 39 people waiting. giler! so, headed back to chalet. by then, many came alrdy and so did the fooood! hehe. [: I sat with my usual group of girls during the chalet. So did Aslam. Hidayah manja2 with him. Haha! She disturb2 Aslam and everything. LOL. Abg got peminat in my family rdy eh. haha. talked joked talked. Aslam got along pretty well with my cousins. then he had to leave ): So after that, me and nabilah lepak lepak lepak at the bed. I mixed around with some of the adults for a while. Laugh here laugh there. Then at midnight, texted/called Abg. And lepas itu, sleeeeeeeep. the bed was cramped ok. not a good experience. haha.

Day Two was fun too :D
Wakey wakey at 6am -__________-" Solat subuh& then headed home to bathe& grab my enrolment forms. Aslam waited for me at my house. Then he, my parents& I headed to TP to hand in my enrolment forms. We walk walk walk around TP. Mum got tired& kept complaining that TP is TOO big. Haha. All polytechnics are big laaaa, Mum :D Hahaha. After that, had breakfast smwhere at Tampines. Laughed laughed laughed cause me& Dad were disturbing Ibu all the way. Aslam clicked with my parents, yeayyy. Like finally uh he started a convo with my dad. Or else, he forever senyap man. :/ Ahakz! In the car, we both snapped photos. Ibu said we both giler rdy perangai like budak2 cause we kept pinching each other. *inside joke. hehehe. Went to eastpoint. We both got our schoolbags uh yeay! Yellow colourrrrrrr. huhu~

Aslam kept asking, "sure eh this bag tak common? sure eh it can last long? sure eh sure eh sureee?" Haha. Mcm nak tampar dia tapi tkper. Lol. Headed back to the chalet where Abg slept like a baby& I played with my laptop [: Huhu~ Then went bowling with some of my cousins. Funny uh. Got one part where I walked with Adly& hold his hand. Then Aslam asked, "Why you walk behind?" And I replied, "Adly my boyfriend uh." Terus, he said, "Ok fine. It's ok. LADIES!" And the did that hand signal where he signal-ed Nani and Nurul to walk beside him. Step pimp gitu eh, LOL! pffft.

Bowl-ed& it was fun. Hehe. I lost laaaaaaa, ganasai betul ): But tkpe. Haha. In the end, I treated everyone bowling what. Haiz. There goes my money. Hehehe. Looking at my acc balance, I really feel like working again. But Mum& Aslam forbids it. Mcm irritating gitu kan. But nvm uh. School hurry start so that I don't go out so much already! Tmrw dahlah going to watch movie with Nabilah& Hadi. Ahhhh. Hahaha.

Aslam left at 6pm so after that, I spent lots of time with my cousins.
I loveeeee you all so much okay! [: Miss each& every one of you uh.
Really. Must meet again okay. Now schl holiday right. Hehe.
ZUZUUUUUUUUUUU! Bila boleh jumpa nie?!?!?! Busyshit uh you.

Got home by 9.30++
Me& my brother watched Bride Wars at the back of the car. Hehe [: So random uh.

Thank you to everyone who made my Sunday/Monday an amazing day for me.
I love ♥ you all so much okay. *hugsssss. :D

And dear you, whatever you texted me today, seriously touched my heart.
I'll always be here. Don't need to worry [: My partner for life kay! Haha!
Thank you for the effort. and for the time spent with me.
Words can't put the way I feel towards you right now.
I love you, most ardently.

OKAY Goodnight, lovely people! XOXOXXXXXXXXX. :D

2009-03-15T10:40:00.005+08:00

haaaaaiya. somehow now, the thought of going there, irks me. idk why.
just hope aslam's presence will change things a weee bit. haha.

im so bored. waiting for 11.30am so i cn go siap& meet aslam.
then get his nike shoes or whatsoever {this boy is damn rich lor. heh.}
then after that, shall head to chalet and play gamessssss w my cousins :D

&idk why, but im feeling bitchy. im sorry :/
but srsly, i hate it when girls act that way twards aslam. urgh.

ok. wanna play the zombie gameee, hehe.
k bye.

Been giving you too much.

2009-03-14T14:29:00.004+08:00

So in the end, I missed ystd's syarahan.
Cause Mum begged me to stay at home to help out for Sunday's chalet/bbq.
& I made a deal with her; If I stayed at home, she has to teman me for syarahan nxt week. LOL. And she agreed. So wheeeeeeee~ Going syarahan next week with Mum. Hope she tak malas or smthg. Cause I've really been dying to attend this syarahan. & I finally got the time since I've quit my job and so on. Sorry to Sis Aqilah for not making it. I'm really sorry ):

Was supposed to accompany Aslam to get his shoes today but...

I'm at home the whole day, yet again.
Cleaned the house (as usual) & prepared a few things for the chalet.
My dad taught me how to cuci kambingggggg. Eeeeeeeee. Hahaha. Very funny uh.
Then after doing that, he teach me how to cuci ayam& petik leftover bulu. Hehehe.
He said, "pandai2 also, in the end, you will masuk dapur. So you must learn now ok."

Haha. Nonsense. =P

Kay now I wanna bathe. {Hehe, 2.45pm & I haven't bathe.} & then pray.
And after that, I must think of games to play during the chalet.
Cousins! Nak main game ape eh? Hehehe. ^^.
See you all tmrw. Mmuah!

XOXO. Goodbye, wonderful readers :D

[edit]

LIVERPOOL 4 - 1 MAN U!

hahaha [: this is sweeeeet sweeeeeet victory. What more, at Man U's hometown.
Wheeeeee~ Even though Liverpool might not have a chance of winning any titles or whatever, this match shall always be remembered. And I bet at this point, Liverpool's confidence is growing. Well done!

Syafiq: Kakak, Liverpool win cause they pakai black magic uh.

Haha! Whaaaat only (;
I ♥ Torres 09. swooooons.

[/edit]

HEEHEE :D

2009-03-13T11:36:00.005+08:00

I'm very excited for Sunday. Family chalet, yeayy! [:
Dad says we're gonna have pancakes for breakfast. YUM~
And then, the cousins, sister& I are going to ehub's pastamania in the afternoon.
Yipppeeee~ I really can't wait for Sunday. Hahaha. But I hope all this anticipation won't make things turn out bad. You know how irritating life can be. Like, when you're excited for smth, it can turn out VERY HORRIBLE. But when you are very reluctant for it to come, it turns out to be the bestest& most fun experience ever? Haha. Ironic, isn't it? Tskkk.

I've got the whole day to myself today.
Gonna clean up the house. My mum's really annoying.
She took out ALL the bags from our top cupboard& left it all there.
Now guess who has to put it ALL back up again! -___________________-"
Then, after maghrib, meeting Aqilah& Zuzuu to head to Ghufran. See you girls later! [:

P.S: If you find me annoying, then go away lor. I didn't trouble you or make things difficult for you what. So leave me alone okaaaaay. Thank you.

P.P.S: I'm gonna make my blog an invite-only. Anybody who wants me to invite them, msn/ email me your email add okay. Don't worry. If you give me your email, I'll invite you for sure {even if you are a stranger}.I just wanna know who reads my blog mmkay :D

{edit}
Wanna pretend like everything's fine,
But no matter how hard I try to fake or forget it, I'll always rmb it in the end.

I just want everything to be okay. Please? ):
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FINAL DAY!; 120309 ♥

2009-03-12T17:13:00.007+08:00

Last dayyyyyyy! Huhu~ Was spent very simply. Met Abang at Tamp Platform at 9.30am. While I was in the train, there was this cute little boy. He was smiling at me. Then I smiled back at the little boy. Terus he waved. HEEHEE. So cute! Then I waved back. :) I loveee little kids. Very cute okay.

Abang& I went swimming. Haha. Abang can't swim. Wth. & I had to teach him how to. Very funny you know. Then he kept disturbing me cause my swimming costume is very big. Hahaaaa, sorry lah. I hate very tight swimming costumes. Lol. I managed to swim a few laps :) *Phew. Should go for this kind of thing regularly buttttt... very tiring& I'm scared I'll get dark sooner or later. I'm dark enough already laa. Haha. & just as we both were about to leave, I saw little kids again! Hahaha. Apparently, they had some field trip or smthg. So cute luhhhhh. Hahaha. Felt like giving them a hug or just squeeze them. Hehe.

Aslam& I wore matching shirts today! Hehe. Then people looklook one kind liddat. But then, there was this girl at the bus stop, when she saw me& Aslam walking towards it, she said to her boyfriend, "eh. they so cute! wear same shirt. we should do that." then they both smiled at us. Hahaha. Very kental uh. But macehh eh :D Hehe. Headed to Bedok Corner for early lunch. I got roti john& Aslam got Nasi ayam penyet. Yummyyy~ We both were extremely full by the end of it. Hahaaa. After that, bus-ed to my house where we played games& watch movies on my laptop till he had to go off. While on the way to my house, we both disturbed each other. I started teasing him by hitting his knee area with my knee. That old school trick laa, to make smone feel so weak and suddenly bend. Haha. Then he shouted, "youuuuuuu! don't uh. My kaki longgar." Then I LOL-ed so loudly la! & said to him, "WHAT! Kaki longgar? How can kaki longgar?" Hahaha. Very funny uh. Then he tried doing the same thing to me but cannoootttt =P Bluek. Huhu~

& this marks the end of seeing-Aslam-for-4-days-straight Marathon. :D Hahaha! Mcm finally gitu eh~ LOL. Don't get me wrong. I'm not an early morning person laa. & waking up at 9am these past few days was just torturous. This shows that I'm not prepared for school. Haha. But I never got tired of meeting Aslam :) I cherished every moment& kept the memories in my heart. *Ahhcheyyyy~ Mcm phm. Hahaha! But I learnt a lot about us both& Aslam these 4 days. Learnt about each other's past. Learnt about how different we can be without each other.

But all that, is in the past. And it will stay there.
Nothing in the past will affect us both, okay? :)
And I admit, without you, my life will not go on very well
It'll still be okay& all. But things will just not go as planned. Get me?

Hahaha. I love you, Muhammad Aslam! ♥ ♥
This guy up here is my bestfriend, confidant, lover, mentor, guardian& everything else there is to be.

XOXO. Tmrw I'm going syarahan with Zuzuu& Aqilah {Insyaallah} at Ghufran. Whopdedooooo~ Can't wait to meet Zuzuu baguzzuuu! Hehe. New name uh sey! LOL.

DAY THREE; 11032009 ♥

2009-03-11T20:53:00.004+08:00

Early early in the morning, walked to Bus No. 12 busstop & bus-ed all the way to Bugis. Hahaha, Aslam dozed off for a while in the bus& I was just looking at whatever that passed by. After today, money is a problematic issue. Eh, Aslam? Hahaha. Broke already laaaaaaa. But lucky my Dad gives me weekly pocket money now. *phew.

We had lunch at Pastamania. Yummyyy~ I LOVE Pastamania. Hahaha. Aslam tak habis2 with his pizza. The 7inch pizza made me& him really full after that okay. I think we took about 1 hour plus to eat? HAAAHAAA. Cause we were seriouslyyyyy taking our time to finish our food. Sheesh. Thereafter, we headed to Bugis Street to look around. I bought 2 tubes for my V-neck clothes& dresses. Then, Aslam went to buy 2 tops at topman. Ahhhcheyy~ I said to him, "I thought you were all simple& cheap. But you also quite expensive eh bby." Hahaha. People happyhappy buy topman top, he pulak very sad cause he spent $66. Awwwww. Cheer up luh [: At least you get to wear the shirts sampai puas hati. Hehe.

Headed to Penin also to get our baseball shirt& look around at shoes and bags. We both decided we'd get the bag we saw at Sportslink. $33 seh -.-" Like I said, Aslam has expensive taste. Wtf. Hahah. And for the moment, I'd use my Sister's bagpack first for school. We both are planning to save up for our bag&shoe. Hahaha. Aslam wants that Nike shoes. & again, EXPENSIVE. Hahaha. But like he said, might as well get smth expensive that lasts long and you don't need to go shop again for it. True, true. Huhu~

I pancit alreadyyyyy. Got home by 4pm. Supposed to help Ibu for some thingy at her school but because I slept so soundly, she decided to just let me continue doing so. Alahaiiiii. Anyway, tmrw I must must head to TP to hand in my enrolment document. & also, I've got no idea how to spend the day tmrw. Wanted to head to Pasir Ris Park to just hang around with Aslam but I bet it'll rain. We both broke already laaaa. Hahaha. SUGGESTIONS ARE WELCOMED PLEASE! :D:D:D

Aku penat laaaaaa, kay bye. Have to do housework rdy sey. Pfft.

XOXO.
P.S: Aslam likes to merajukkkkkkk~ Hehe.
I ♥ you, ever so dearly. Words can't describe the way I feel about you.

DAY TWO; 100309 ♥

2009-03-10T17:55:00.008+08:00

I just remembered. I think I spotted GTA 4 selling in Singapore. SINGAPORE, OMGZZZZZZZ! Hahaha. But whatever it is, I wanna own Guitar Hero COMPLETE SET first okay [: Am waiting for my Dad to purchase it. Anytime now, ayahhhhhh. Hahaha. Even Ayah wants to own it uhh sey. His reason is, "I wanna jam anytime I want to". Haha mcm phm.

Anywayy, Hello Day Two! ♥
I woke up late, again {Gosh. I really gotta stop doing this. urgh!} and then, hurry up got ready & meet bby at the polyclinic around 9.30am. Initial time to meet was 8am. Heheh. Sorry, Aslammmm! Bought for him Sausage Mcmuffin while I was on the way since I knew he didn't have his breakfast yet. Waited for his doctor's appointment to be over and done with. & it was no help at all. I'm also still puzzled by what the hell happened to his hand. Haha. Bila tangan mahu baik uh, Aslam? Then went to his workplace. He quit his job, yet again. Hahaha. Due to his hand thing. I think you might as well not work for the moment okay, bby? Let your hand recover first then you can find a job. Huhu~

Okay so after this, Aslam's things were over & done with.
Now it was time to get my things done.

Went to Changi Airport. It's been so long since I went there. But still, the place is kinda boring. {Hahaha. Inside joke. Nudge at Aslamm!} Headed to Raffles Medical Centre at Terminal 3 first to get my check up done. Hehehe. Smthg (insert feeling here) happened. When the nurse gave me the container for my urine sample, I asked her, "uhhh. what if i cannot pee ah? cause I really don't feel like peeing now." She giggled& showed me the water dispenser. I thought I wanted to have a drink first but due to 'paisehness', I didn't. Then when I came back, with my urine sample, the nurse said, "woah. never drink can pee already? a lot smmore." Ahhhhhhh. I think my face went all red? Pffft. Haha. And when I was waiting to get my X-ray done, I actually rest my head on Aslam's hand and told him, "I'm scared". HAHAHAHA. When there's actually nothing to be scared of. Cause it's only/somehow like taking a pic of yourself. Not like an injection or smthg. I think Aslam secretly laughed at me while he was telling me it'll be fine& everythg. Hahaha.

& OMG I'M SO EFFING ELATED TODAYYYYYYY =DDDDDDD
Cause in 2008, my weight was as heavy as 55kg. {omg super heavy right!} However, in March 2009, I'm 49 kg. Yeayyyyyyyyyyyy~ Take that! But I still feel fat though ): Haha. Been eating alot uhhhh. Especially when I go out with Aslam. Sheesh.

After the check up, had Popeye's! :D Yummmyyy~ & then walked around Terminal 3. Looked at shoes etc. Wanted to find a pair of nice shoes for ourselves. Haha. I want slipons laaaa. Don't tempt me into buying Nike/Adidas shoes. Bleahh~ Oh& Aslam practically screamed when he saw Candy Empire cause he saw his favourite Mr Froggy Cadbury chocolateee! Hahaha. He says it brings back memories from his Aussie trip in 2008. Hehe, kental. Anyway, now, I have smthg in my wishlist to strike out. The Minitoons $8 pink slippers. Yeayyyyyyy! Purchased it today with Aslam. He got the bright yellow ones& I got the pink watermelon-like ones. Hahaha [: Very cute you knowwww! Matching slippers. But not the colour. Haha. & after purchasing it, we immediately put it on! Hehehe ^^. Initially, we both planned to purchase NUM sandals together. But since we saw Minitoons first, we forgot about that plan. Next time okaaaaay, Aslam? Hahaha. We'll get our NUM sandals. Just not now.

Finally, we headed to Swensens for light lunch. Had creamy mushroom, Hot chocolate, High on Passion {haha. the name of this drink sounds cool riigght?} & Topless 5. [: Didn't eat that much since we already ate at Popeye's before that. Save duit sikit. Hehe. After that, we both headed homeeeeee. Now, I very pancit already. Hehe. But. I have to do my chores. Urghh. So many ironing to do. :/

I think tmrw, for Day 3, we might head to Bugis/Penin to get our school things.
I really really wanna get my school shopping list over& done with.
Ohh bby, I'm in the mood for pastamania tmrw. Pretty pleaseee? [:

XOXO GOODBYE DEAR READERS.

P.S: And as I expected, we're both already tired of meeting each otherrrrr.
Hahaha. Kan, Aslam? Kan kan kannnnnnnnnnn. Hehe. I still love you though.

DAY ONE; 090309 ♥

2009-03-09T18:38:00.008+08:00

Hello, hello! Just got home from outing with Bby ♥ I had truckloads of fun okayyyy. Even though it was a long day {yes, met at 9plus in the morning and got home at 6.30pm}, I still wasn't satisfied & I'm missing Bby very much right now )': Hahaa. But enough is enough.

I didn't sleep the whole night due to some reasons. Haha. I thought I could endure a day of not sleeping. But noooo. Right at the last minute, around 6.30am, I dozed off. -.-" Even when I asked Bby to msg me & make sure I don't fall asleep, I diddd. Urgh. And as expected, I kinda {HAHAHA! nudges at Aslam} got up quite late. So, instead of meeting Aslam at Simei platform, I ended up meeting him at.. My block's staircase! *gulps. I expected him to shout at me because I know he hates my habit of being late. So before he did that, I salam-ed him & apologized for being late a gazillion times. Haha. So in the end, tak kena marahhhhh! Yeay ^^.

Went to the bank to withdraw money {my ATM card was with my sister. sheesh}, & get my poly financial forms signed or smth. Haha. I just did what I was told to by Dad okay. Followed by proceeding to Lavender to collect my new IC. Whoooowhee~ Finally, I have a PINK IC mmkay! Hehe. & then bus-ed to Bugis. Zuzuu randomly called and asked if I could go breakfast with her. Sorry yeahhhh, Zuzu! ): I was already with Aslam outside at that time. I owe you breakfast okay. Hehe. We both had breakfast at Macs. I thought it had to be my treat since I was in charge of food. But bby became nice& treat me breakfast instead! Yeay yeay. Hahaha. Chit chat-ed for a while& then did a bit of window shopping at Bugis. Now I know that Aslam is very cerewet when it comes to his clothes. Hahaha! If the shirt is common OR big OR has collars, he won't buy it. Ahhhh, super petty lah. Haha. Pfft.

Headed to Orchard Ceneleisure, watched Kung Fu Chefs {a pretty good movie, I must say. But some parts are dry. A little like Kung Fu Hustle. Only Kung Fu Hustle is funnier} After that, we headed to Lucky Plaza's Pizza Hut and ate Lunch. For once, I didn't eat so much at a restaurant. Haha. I barely even finished the beef lasagna wokay. Huhu~ But bby was still hungryyyyyy. Hahah. Next time uhh I treat you pizza alright. I wasn't hungry enough to share a Pizza with you at that moment. I'm sorry. Again, talked& joked around A LOT. Well, we didn't really talk about serious matters even though we both know we are having our own individual problems. We just decided to put that aside for today& spend our day problem-free instead. *BIG SMILEEEEE. Alas, after lunch, did a bit of window shopping again at Far East Plaza. I realllyyy wanted to buy the slipons and the everlast pumps mmkay. But bby stopped me. HAHA. He and his "jimat" theory is so irritating sometimes. He doesn't even let me fantasize of having the item in my posession. Sheesh. Hahah. But it's really good for me. He can help me fight my impulse spending habit. Huhu~ :D

Headed homeeeeeee. We both 'pancit' already. Haha. Oh oh! & something very rare happened today! Aslam spent more than me! Woooooooo~ Usually, I'd spend more if we both go out together. But this time, he spent more. Hahaha. Nvm uhh kay. Tmrw is my turn. Haha. Anyways, camwhored at the MRT station& in the MRT. Huhu~ But I shall not post all the pics just yet.

So, this is Day 1. Happy 18 months, Aslam [:
Tmrw is going to be filled with medical checkups. HAHAHA. Go figure.

Okay I wanna go rest now. Seriously, very tired.
Then I need to do my chores later. So that tmrw I don't need an early start.

XOXO, Goodbye Wonderful peopleeeeeee!
P.S: I think it's unfair that Watchmen is M18 >:/
But watch out for movies like 'Night at the Museum 2', 'Turning 17' & many more soon!

/♥

Like a rockstar, just loose it.

2009-03-08T16:47:00.005+08:00

Hahaa, ahhhhhh. I miss this :) I miss really great, big family times. Yeahhhh. & I'm very excited about Saturday's netball/soccer game too. Zuzu! Bring lots of juicy details and also, your dslr! Can have photoshoot also, yeayyy :D

Sunday afternoon. Stayed in for today. I need the rest anyway.
I didn't sleep the whole night yesterday. All thanks to KIM JAMIE NEUBRONNER okay. Hahaha. But I loveeeeee the korean drama. The ocassional 'awww'(s) & pissed-off-with-character moments are definetely a must. But oh my goddddd, the heroes are very very hot okay. I love Jun Pyo's tall, handsome, curly hair look but I like Ji Hoo's innocent, sweet little boy charm. Ahhhhh, very very appealing okay. Hehe :D Ahhh, enough of korean guys. Peesshh. Hahaa. I'm addicted to this drama already laa. Thanks a lot, Kimmeh darling. Introduce more okay! So that I know what to do during my free time. ^^.

Aslam's at work now. & 4 more hours till he gets off. Yessssahhh~ Haha.
This/Next week's gonna be really interesting. Cause from Monday - Thurs, Abg's not schooling. Don't know about work but he's not schoolinggg. Hahaha. & he has this crazy idea of spending 4 days straight with me, morning till evening. Wth? Hahaha. Mati akuuuuuuu~ Lama2 aku pokai. Dahlah takder kerja. Sheesh. Hahaha. & I think I'm going to get bored with his face by Wednesday. Huhu~ So let the See-Aslam's face-marathon start! Hahaha kay, dah merepek. As much as I love to plan out my outings in detail and have been known to be a perfectionist freak for that, these four days are gonna be random. We're just gonna decide together at the start of the day wether it's gonna be casual, slack, formal etcetc. you know you know. Kay, actually I don't know but I'm very excited to see what's coming! heh.

Friday, I'm going or syarahan with Aqilah, insyaallah & Zuzuu kentall :D Yeay~
Anybody is welcomed to tag along too.

It's gonna be a pretty great week. Insyaallah :)